I look on the board every now and then, my husband is in the national guard. He was told this weekend his unit will not be deployed for five years at the earliest. He was also told that a unit two hours from here is being deployed later this year. They are looking for more troops from my husband's to go with. He wants to go and I do not want him too. He really will not even talk abiut it. We are expecting our first child together any day, and know it is still 8 months away, but I don't want to do the "single" parent thing again! I was so looking forward to raising this baby with him and having someone to share the firsts with. Am I wrong to feel this way and not have him go? I just keep crying over it and stressing out about it I haven't slept all weekend because of it.
*edited by Mod* Please don't post specific months of deployments.