HI!!!!

pottermommy · April 2013

Hey all!! I haven't been over here in forever! I think that my last check in was back in November Embarrassed

I was summoned on the LOSS board so I wanted to pop in and tell everyone hi!!!

Mr. Gabriel is doing great, he is 15 months old and is into everything! He climbs anything he can put his feet on and pretty much just lives to make a mess lol. We are 4 months away from him being Kamryn's age when she died which freaks me out like crazy, though in all I seem to have gotten a handle on my panic attacks. I have only had one in since February, now it was a bad one but it was only one!!! *Small Victories*

Gabe is a rotten little mess, he is 28 1/2 inches tall and weighs 20 lbs. He is a little nut Though he is bigger than his sister was.

Katelyn is good, she is now 8 and is on a fifth grade reading level. She has hit the I am smarter than mom and dad and I have a smart mouth phase...It's lovely lol.

That's all, I was over here and wanted to tell you all that I don't see on FB hello and that I miss you bunches and think about you often!

FmrAFBrat · April 2013

Great update.

Stop by more often.

MrsRiceARoni · April 2013

Glad to see you over here again and it's nice to hear your LOs are doing so well. I understand the anxiety of approaching your loss milestone, mine was during my pregnancy but it made those last few weeks before I had her very stressful to where I finally just asked my Dr to induce me a week early, I was also pretty stressed out approaching 2 months (the age my brother was when he died from SIDS). I hope that once you pass your milestone you will feel a little more relaxed.

Junebug060609 · April 2013

Hi!!!!

Fancy seeing you here Wink

Love your siggy. Look at those new pics!

Lean on us as you need to as G approaches the age Kam was. It must be so scary. We're here for you.

pottermommy · April 2013

Thanks all. It is super scary. I am so afraid he is going to die between now and then. It is ridiculous. It doesn't help that he is having surgery right before so I will be a mess for that.....

I think part of it is that right now they look and act so much alike and when he passes her in age I will lose that connection, he will be something she never was. It scares me. And I feel lost.

I am doing well holding up and hiding it though....at least I think I am....someone who knows me might say different but I think I am coping alright with it. THough the PPA is on an all time high..

orangegoggles · April 2013

Hi! Glad to see your update!

jertie · April 2013

I was thinking about you just the other day! I'm so glad that everything is going well - I can't believe Gabe's already 15 mos and Katelyn sounds like one smart cookie! I agree with pp - stop by more often!