Hi everyone! So I have been on bed rest since Monday for spotting and cramping....both fairly light. However, I am still scared to death. After my long fertility journey, I am 4 weeks and 6 days with DE. I don't have my first U/S until 510. I am laying here in bed, praying everything stops and all goes well. I have watches movies, crocheted, done crossword puzzles, read, etc. but I can't seem to shut off my mind. Can anyone relate? What worked for you?
Re: Mind is racing....
ME:46 MH:44 DE IVF 2014
Met with RE 4/11. 2 IUI's BFN. DE best option. Switched clinics to do "shared" program. Had to retake all tests and a mamm that put me behind and then on a DE waiting list for 12 months. Picked a donor!! (10/13/13) Got matched. Estimated transfer in December. After 2.5 years of patiently waiting I will finally cycle....can hardly believe it. DE cycle got cancelled. One of her tests came back positive. Waiting for another donor. Donor picked!! (1/18/14)
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Spotting and cramping is fairly common in early pregnancy and it sounds like your RE is being ultra cautious with you. I know how hard it is to wait and wonder what is going to happen next in an early pregnancy though. I can relate to that!
For me, the worst thing I could do was talk to Dr Google and try to figure out all of the worst case scenarios. They would eat at me and eat at me and make me miserable. I hated when people told me to relax, because I couldn't relax. I just hope that you are able to find some distractions that make it a little easier for you. Good luck at your u/s and keep us posted!
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Me: POF/DOR - AMH <0.16, heterozygous c677t MTHFR, insulin resistant and gluten intolerant
DH: Severe MFI
12/2/11 - IUI #1- BFN
8/1/12 - IVF #1 - Zero response from max stims (600iu intramuscularly)
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12/6/12 - Adopted five embryos that had been frozen for over ten years!
2/11/13 - DEmbryo FET #1 Thawed four, sadly two didn't survive. Transferred two beautiful blasts.
2/16/13 - First BFP of my life @ 6dp5dt! EDD 10/30/13
3/27/13 - After beta and u/s hell, no heartbeat ever detected. D&C at 9w1d.
6/5/13 - Adopted four new embryos that had been frozen for seven years!
9/12/13 - DEmbryo FET #2. Thawed and transferred two beautiful blasts
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9/29/13 - m/c @ 5w1d.
11/19/13 - DEmbryo FET #3. Thawed and transferred one blast from each batch. Wow!
11/23/13 - BFP @ 4dp6dt! EDD 8/7/13
Beta #1 @ 13dp6dt - 522 Beta #2 @ 16dp6dt - 1373
6w5d ultrasound showed one perfect baby with a beautiful heartbeat of 134bpm!
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