Working on my fitness. Hired a trainer and meet him twice a week while trying to get 2 or 3 other workouts in. Now that weather is nice I'm back to running and training for October 10k. Getting In shape has always been hard for me and this time is the worst but I'm trying
I am working on a LOT. I have very high standards for myself and I'm not meeting them.
- Not being so "lazy" - counts as things like sitting on Pinterest for an hour instead of cleaning or other things that need my attention, talking to J when he's doing something wrong instead of going over to him and talking face to face, getting healthier with cooking and exercising, etc.
- Not rushing everything. I rush everything - I eat fast, I move fast, I hurry to get things done instead of taking the time to do them to their best quality and enjoying the moments.
- Time for me. This is a huge struggle. I still battle with guilt when I need to do something by myself (and then rush, as above).
- Faith - It's growing, but I want to know more, learn more, and do more.
- Temper. I will NOT take my temper out on people. This has gotten better, but I still have to fight it more often than not.
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Re: S/O US
Becoming more mindful and patient
contentment
my body... it is always a work in progress; I am working with a series of doctors right now to better my all around health so that is very exciting.
my relationship with religion
a few weak friendships
I always try to be a better person [that's something you can never get ebough off]
I have to better my temper a little bit more.
Eta: be less lazy haha so I can loose those couple of pounds I want off and to tone my body a little bit. Specially my tummy and my thighs.
Oh and my relantionship with God [thanks Beca for reminding me that one hahaha]
I would like to spend more time on myself. I feel like I often stretch myself to the max by being there for everyone else.
I would like to change my body. This is the first time in a long time that I am not comfortable with how I look.
My body image. I have a very low self esteem and beat myself up constantly. I'd like to look in the mirror for once and be satisfied with what I see.
I want to be a better teacher for Max. I want to teach him even more than I already am.
ETA: I'm still working on finding a hobby for myself. I want something that is all mine!
I am working on a LOT. I have very high standards for myself and I'm not meeting them.
- Not being so "lazy" - counts as things like sitting on Pinterest for an hour instead of cleaning or other things that need my attention, talking to J when he's doing something wrong instead of going over to him and talking face to face, getting healthier with cooking and exercising, etc.
- Not rushing everything. I rush everything - I eat fast, I move fast, I hurry to get things done instead of taking the time to do them to their best quality and enjoying the moments.
- Time for me. This is a huge struggle. I still battle with guilt when I need to do something by myself (and then rush, as above).
- Faith - It's growing, but I want to know more, learn more, and do more.
- Temper. I will NOT take my temper out on people. This has gotten better, but I still have to fight it more often than not.