* I ate a ton of shrimp fried rice for dinner & I'm still growling stomach hungry.
* I desperately want to make it to bronze poster level tonight.
* I still haven't had pp sex w/DH yet. Partially b/c of the peeing myself upon climax when I was "taking care of business" alone & partially b/c we're just too tired.
** Speaking of sex, DH is SO ready to get it on after our 6 week pp doctor's appointment on Monday. I personally could care less, but just to get him to shut up about it, I'll act like it's something I'm into. These days, my priorities when Maya is sleeping is my own rest! Not sex!
** I went to my first Mother's Gathering class today. It was wonderful. All new moms, with kids between 5-10 weeks old. So nice to be with other moms going through the same thing
** I am fitting into my pre-PG skinny jeans. This makes me feel so damn good.
*I am VERY jealous that you are fitting into your pre-preg jeans. I am only 3lbs away from my pre-preg weight but nowhere close to fitting into my pre-preg jeans. Maybe things just shifted???
*DH and I had sex once and it wasn't all that bad. But I really have no interest in doing it again. ?
*DD is upstairs sleeping and I actually miss her.?
*I hate my PP body. I have 10lbs of Kate weight to lose plus the 20lbs I gained after the m/c. When I cut calories my supply drops further (I'm only getting 10oz per day as is) so I'm kind of stuck.
*Despite the above, I really want ice cream. I wasn't allowed to have it while pregnant and now I can't have dairy because Kate doesn't tolerate the milk protein.
* I feel so guilty about it but I am kind of happy my SD going to stay with her grandmother. Between feeling like absolute crap after losing all that blood and her being such a handful this time (we are talking some severe emotional problems) I am ready for a break.
*H is leaving in Feb, I will be a geographical single parent for a year if not longer...this scares the sh!t out of me.
*I am wicked excited about seeing my brother next tuesday, he has been in Iraq since June.
** we STILL haven't had sex. TOO TIRED & not enough time. we both talk about it, but it never happens. it's been a long time & i miss it. we did try it a couple times but it just didn't happen. - I'm jealous of all of you.
** i sometimes get frustrated with dd because she won't go to sleep when i'd like her to. she is a night owl who gets up early.
** our house is a disaster & dh is not helping clean it.
** we are in a huge financia mess right now & i'm inwardly blaming dh for it because of some decisions he made.
* I am really jealous of anyone who has pp jeans to fit into.
* I know that everyone else has pp jeans, and I feel bad about saying I'm jealous, but I really wish I had my own jeans.
* I talked to the ob about my weight since I haven't been losing. She said there are some women who don't lose until they stop nursing. Regardless, my diet still sucks right now... I've been blaming it on all the stress.
* I kind of want to have sex, but I am so scared of the pain. We don't have any KY anyway, so it won't be happening tonight!
* I dont want to have sex next week because I'm afraid of getting pregnant again right away but I don't want to go on birth control and condoms just suck
* I am afraid to eat
* I am terrified of getting my gallbladder out because of the breastfeeding. I also don't want to be away from Avery for 24 hours
* I feel like I"m a bad mom because I take avery out but I am not sure she's warm enough with a blanket around her in her car seat
* reading my confessions - it sounds like I'm a scaredy cat!
* I read MiaMichelle's post from this morning and I think I'm one of THOSE moms who make it seem easy because I have such a good baby. I know I am terribly blessed. It's not all puppies and rainbows all the time but she's easy to console.
Having 2 kids is hard. I'm terrified of when DH starts working days and not midnights. When will I shower? What if we need to go somewhere? When they both are crying, what am I supposed to do?
* i fit into my pre-pg jeans, but i'm still not thrilled with my new body
* i'm still undecided what to bring to the nest gtg this weekend
* my dog peed in the house tonight & i think it was because she thought we'd stop playing with her if she went out. just one more indication of them being neglected.
* I feel bad that my dogs feel neglected
* i still feel badly that i don't think my bff's baby is cute?
* Brooke... I'm so sorry you don't have pre-pg jeans.
* As for my pre-pg jeans, well, I fit in my "period" jeans w/room to spare. I can button my skinny jeans, but it ain't pretty. Muffintop says it all. Which makes no sense to me b/c I weigh the same as I did pre-pg, but like someone else said... I guess it shifted? I really need to tone up.
Re: *** Confessions ***
* I ate a ton of shrimp fried rice for dinner & I'm still growling stomach hungry.
* I desperately want to make it to bronze poster level tonight.
* I still haven't had pp sex w/DH yet. Partially b/c of the peeing myself upon climax when I was "taking care of business" alone & partially b/c we're just too tired.
** Speaking of sex, DH is SO ready to get it on after our 6 week pp doctor's appointment on Monday. I personally could care less, but just to get him to shut up about it, I'll act like it's something I'm into. These days, my priorities when Maya is sleeping is my own rest! Not sex!
** I went to my first Mother's Gathering class today. It was wonderful. All new moms, with kids between 5-10 weeks old. So nice to be with other moms going through the same thing
** I am fitting into my pre-PG skinny jeans. This makes me feel so damn good.
* I love the fact that my jeans fit. I want to celebrate by spending way too much money on new ones.
*I love to watch DH with C. It's precious.
*I'm jealous of Michelle's mother's gathering class. I want one.
*I am VERY jealous that you are fitting into your pre-preg jeans. I am only 3lbs away from my pre-preg weight but nowhere close to fitting into my pre-preg jeans. Maybe things just shifted???
*DH and I had sex once and it wasn't all that bad. But I really have no interest in doing it again. ?
*DD is upstairs sleeping and I actually miss her.?
*I'm looking forward to sex. I must be insane. I think it's b/c I keep having sex dreams.
*I've been so thirsty today.
*I hate my PP body. I have 10lbs of Kate weight to lose plus the 20lbs I gained after the m/c. When I cut calories my supply drops further (I'm only getting 10oz per day as is) so I'm kind of stuck.
*Despite the above, I really want ice cream. I wasn't allowed to have it while pregnant and now I can't have dairy because Kate doesn't tolerate the milk protein.
* I feel so guilty about it but I am kind of happy my SD going to stay with her grandmother. Between feeling like absolute crap after losing all that blood and her being such a handful this time (we are talking some severe emotional problems) I am ready for a break.
*H is leaving in Feb, I will be a geographical single parent for a year if not longer...this scares the sh!t out of me.
*I am wicked excited about seeing my brother next tuesday, he has been in Iraq since June.
** we STILL haven't had sex. TOO TIRED & not enough time. we both talk about it, but it never happens. it's been a long time & i miss it. we did try it a couple times but it just didn't happen. - I'm jealous of all of you.
** i sometimes get frustrated with dd because she won't go to sleep when i'd like her to. she is a night owl who gets up early.
** our house is a disaster & dh is not helping clean it.
** we are in a huge financia mess right now & i'm inwardly blaming dh for it because of some decisions he made.
*there is no way I will be fitting into my pp jeans right now.
* I am really jealous of anyone who has pp jeans to fit into.
* I know that everyone else has pp jeans, and I feel bad about saying I'm jealous, but I really wish I had my own jeans.
* I talked to the ob about my weight since I haven't been losing. She said there are some women who don't lose until they stop nursing. Regardless, my diet still sucks right now... I've been blaming it on all the stress.
* I kind of want to have sex, but I am so scared of the pain. We don't have any KY anyway, so it won't be happening tonight!
* I dont want to have sex next week because I'm afraid of getting pregnant again right away but I don't want to go on birth control and condoms just suck
* I am afraid to eat
* I am terrified of getting my gallbladder out because of the breastfeeding. I also don't want to be away from Avery for 24 hours
* I feel like I"m a bad mom because I take avery out but I am not sure she's warm enough with a blanket around her in her car seat
* reading my confessions - it sounds like I'm a scaredy cat!
* I read MiaMichelle's post from this morning and I think I'm one of THOSE moms who make it seem easy because I have such a good baby. I know I am terribly blessed. It's not all puppies and rainbows all the time but she's easy to console.
Having 2 kids is hard. I'm terrified of when DH starts working days and not midnights. When will I shower? What if we need to go somewhere? When they both are crying, what am I supposed to do?
I feel like crying right now. damn.hormones.
* i'm still addicted to chocolate
* ?meredith is finally sleeping. hopefully for the night.
* i fit into my pre-pg jeans, but i'm still not thrilled with my new body
* i'm still undecided what to bring to the nest gtg this weekend
* my dog peed in the house tonight & i think it was because she thought we'd stop playing with her if she went out. just one more indication of them being neglected.
* I feel bad that my dogs feel neglected
* i still feel badly that i don't think my bff's baby is cute?
* this puts my whole life into perspective and i feel badly for being superficial?
* Brooke... I'm so sorry you don't have pre-pg jeans.
* As for my pre-pg jeans, well, I fit in my "period" jeans w/room to spare. I can button my skinny jeans, but it ain't pretty. Muffintop says it all. Which makes no sense to me b/c I weigh the same as I did pre-pg, but like someone else said... I guess it shifted? I really need to tone up.