Found an old video

Mar5195

I found an old video from our first Mother's Day together.  Wow, you can totally see how much the PPD had effected me.  I look so sad and in part of the video I'm sitting there tearing up and squezing my baby tight and kissing his head.  

I cried watching it because I was just starting to forget what that felt like.  So glad the PPD finally went away, damm those were some dark days. 

ashlin242000

I am glad I have no videos of that time because I probably looked awful I lost 20 pounds and was down to 90 lbs when Emma was around 2 months old due to PPD.

I am very happy for you that you made it out of what is a truly horrible dark plac

cbcarden

Everytime I look at pictures of the those few months after DS was born or think about those days, it is like there is a fog around the memories. I was never officially diagnosed, but I'm pretty sure I had it. I'm glad we are out of that stage, and now we