Uggghhhh. This is killing me. I feel like I did so good until today. Now I'm analyzing every symptom. I feel like I need to know now, but part of me never wants to find out because the devastation might push me over the edge.
I hate IF. Not fair. Not fun.
Re: Beta in 6 days
I was like that last month. I was so strong and relaxed until about 10 days past my IUI, then I really started freaking out. I hate the IF mindgames!
I've been reading more than usual the last few months, as it really does help distra
Me: 42. DH: 46.
1st Pregnancy: MC, 11/19/00.
2nd Pregnancy: DS born 04/10/06.
3rd Pregnancy: CP, 03/11.
4th Pregnancy: MMC, D&C 11/30/11, Genetic testing revealed Trisomy 4.
5th Pregnancy: Ectopic, 2 doses of Methotrexate unsuccessful, surgery 4/10/12, right tube removed.
Tried Letrozole January 2013-July 2013 (including 2 IUIs), all BFN. After 2 1/2 years of trying for child #2, decided to "give up" after July cycle, based on AMA.
August 16, 2013: BFP our first month of "not trying!" Still in shock. Beta #1 (14dpo): 183. Beta #2 (17dpo): 611. Ultrasound 8/30/13: baby measured 6 weeks, 1 day, heart rate of 118 bpm!
Ultrasound 9/13/13: 8 weeks, heart rate of 176!
Baby is due 4/26/14