Will You Have Me? (m/c mentioned)

WindyCity33

My siggy won't update even after attempting to delete and save it about 15 times. I haven't been around TB a whole lot in the last month or so (and I know you have to be active to post here so I'm just not sure I belong). If people don't think I belong please let me know but I recognize so many more names here than I do on IF. I know there's also a lot of crossover between the 2 boards. I've been lurking a lot in the last week here, on IF and mc/pl

If my flipping siggy would update it would say:

3/9: 15w4d Baby A PProm

3/9-3/22: Hoping and Praying like never before. Bedrest and pure hell

3/22: Baby A cord prolapse

3/25: 2 baby boys born sleeping and completely crushed

Currently: Doing my best to pick up the pieces and find my hope.

While DH wishes we could start a new cycle yesterday I?m just not there physically and far from it mentally. So, I?m hoping that you?ll have me.

 

ETA: Sorry for the funky layout etc of this post. TB and I are currently at war. 

megs3084

My heart breaks for you. I am so sorry for your losses. Praying you dh find some comfort and peace.

zazu13

I am so sorry for your twins. I cannot imagine the pain of a loss like this. Take care.

Crystal120410

I am so sorry for you, words can not express how horrible you must feel. Best wishes in your recovery. 

BrideJackie11

I am so sorry.  I remember when you were cycling and you were very active then.  Thoughts and prayers to you and your DH.  Huge {{HUGS}}

PurpleIris30

Goodness, I am so sorry for your loss. That's just heartbreaking. 

 

As for this board, the main requirement is that you have been an active poster on the IF board for a total of 6 months, not just whether people recognize you. Yo

PurpleIris30

P.s. I hope my post didn't sound mean or insensitive, which I fear it did. I just couldn't tell from your post if you had been actively posting on IF for 6 months.

DoublePortion

Since you started posting on the IF board in Sept 2012 and then moved to PAIF I think it's ok for you to post here although I'm sorry you have to ask at all. ((hugs))

WindyCity33

DoublePortion:

Since you started posting on the IF board in Sept 2012 and then moved to PAIF I think it's ok for you to post h

WindyCity33

PurpleIris30:

P.s. I hope my post didn't sound mean or insensitive, which I fear it did. I just couldn't tell from your post

PurpleIris30

https://community.thenest.com/cs/ks/forums/thread/71802035.aspx

brooklynesque

Welcome. I am so sorry about the loss of your two babies. I know it sucks to have to be here but I know you will get some great support on this board.

liz4paws

I am so sorry for your losses, I can't imagine the heartache. As PP said, if you have an active history on IF board for 6 months, this is the place for you. Big hugs....

DoublePortion

I believe I confused the discussion of possible rule changes we had earlier this year with actual rules, re: including time spent on PAIF in the 6+ month rule. I sincerely apologized for any trouble or hurt feelings I may have caused.

Julie21613

***ticker***

I am so very sorry for your losses.  The women on this board are wonderful and a HUGE source of support.  I post on PAIF and here because I feel such a kinship with these women.  I want nothing more then for them to jo

Lacyj67

Welcome windy I recognize youfrom IF. Sorry about all your losses.

Sophistikitty

I am so very sorry for all you have been through. (((Huge hugs)))

Scoop77

Oh, WindyCity, I'm so sorry. I totally recognize you from IF before you moved to PAIF, though I hadn't heard about your losses.

That's tragic and I hope you take all the time you need to get emotionally, physically and mentally back in the game (

jschwind22

Windy!  I'm so incredibly sorry that you are going through this.  You have been in my thoughts since I read this when you posted it.  ((hugs))