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I'm back, sort of

I was a pretty regular poster since May of 2011, and got pregnant with what I had hoped was our sticky baby in November but our dreams were crushed when our sweet baby girl was born sleeping on March 24th at 22 weeks 2 days.

This was our second loss, our first was in 2011 at 4 weeks 3 days.  After just one week we are of course not ready in any way to try again, but if it's ok I thought I might lurk and pop in here and there.  We have to wait a minimum of six weeks for me to be physically ready, and then we'll see from there what we feel emotionally.

Lilypie - (fm2j)

Lilypie - (YesX)

 My Pregnancy/Parenting BLOG TTC since 5/2011, BFP #1 12/3/11, M/C 12/7/11 @ 4wks 2d. Began seeing RE Sep 2012. October 2012 Metformin 1500 mg= ovulation on CD34 BFP#2 11/14/12 9DPO, EDD 7/26/13, DX Gestational Diabetes @14 wks, our angel born sleeping 3/24/13 @ 22wks 2d. BFP #3 7/4/13 8DPO EDD 3/22/14, DX Gestational Diabetes @14 wks. started insulin @16 wks.  Our rainbow, born 3/19/14 @ 39wks 6d., we're so in love!

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  • I am in tears after reading your blog. I remember you well, and I am so so sorry for your loss. I hope for strength and healing for you and your family. 
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  • I read your blog and couldn't stop crying. I am so sorry for what you and your family have to go through with this. I hope you can find the strength to heal soon.
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    7/13 : DX Possible PCOS
    ---ultrasound shows clear left ovary, "polycystic appearance" on right
    ---TSH and prolactin levels : Good
    10/9/13
    : RE appointment scheduled


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  • I am so sorry for your loss. Comforting vibes headed to you and your spouse.
  • I am so incredibly sorry for your loss!
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  • I am so sorry for your loss. Your blog had me crying my eyed out this morning. 

    Welcome back. I pray you get your take home baby soon. 

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  • I'm so sorry for your loss. Sending thoughts and prayers your way.
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  • I am so very sorry for your loss. I will be thinking of you and youror husband.
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  • I am so very sorry for your loss. I will keep you in my prayers.




  • I am so sorry for your loss.  I cannot stop crying after reading your blog.  My thoughts will be with you and your husband as you attempt to heal.  

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  • I am so, so, so sorry. I will pray for you and your family. Huge hugs to you. 
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  • I am so very sorry for your losses. You have been through so much, please be kind to yourself during this healing time.
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  • I was being a dirty lurker on the loss board when I read your blog yesterday. I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. It sounds like you have an amazing husband and family. Even though it's a heart breaking story, it's also a beautiful one. Take care of y
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    Emma Kate - born 10.16.03 @ 29 weeks, weighed 1lb 13oz and 13.5" long.
    Ozzy Joseph - born 11.01.13 @ 31 weeks, weighed 3lbs 7oz and 16" long.
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  • I am so, so sorry for your loss.
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    Married July 2011 * TTC #1 since 8/12 * Me: 29 DH: 29
    21 Cycles TI: BFNs
    DX: Stage 2 Endo, uterine polyps and paratubal cysts removed
    2/14: IVF #1 Lupron Protocol = 12R/10M/9F, no frosties; transferred one 3BB blast = BFN
    4/14: IVF #2 Antagonist Protocol = 18R/16M/15F/6 frosties; transferred one 4BB blast = BFP!!
    Beta #1 (5/12) = 232 Beta #2 (5/16) = 886 Beta #3 (5/20) = 3168
    EDD 1/18/15 It's a BOY 

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  • My heart completely breaks for you. I'm in tears...I'm so so sorry you have to go through this. My thoughts are with you ::hugs::
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    {06/15/2010 ~ 9lbs. 4oz, 22.5in.}
    <3 *Twin Angel Babies* <3
    {Said Goodbye on 08/13/2011 at 17w3d}
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  • I am so sorry for your losses.
  • I cannot imagine what you are thinking and feeling. I'm so very sorry for your loss. Thoughts and prayers with you and your family.
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    My heart is breaking for you.. So very sorry for your loss.
  • I'm so sorry for your loss 
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    I am sorry for your loss.  I can't imagine how hard that must be.  Good luck when you start TTC again. 
  • I read your blog consistently and am SO sorry for your loss. thinking about you
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  • I'm so sorry for your loss, I cannot imagine the pain that you are going through.  I am in tears after reading your blog and am sending thoughts and prayers to you and your family.
  • So incredibly sorry for your loss

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                  TTC #1 since May 2012

                  May 2013: First R.E. appointment

                  DH: SA is good

                   May 2013: CD3 Blood work-normal
               June 2013: Hsg-Right tube blocked

                   July 26, 2013: Starting Follistim for IVF #1

                  August 2013: IVF #1 Cancelled- Abnormal embryos

             October/November 2013: IVF #2 w/ICSI

                        November 8, 2013: Transferred two early blasts (no frosties) 

    November 18, 2013: First EVER BFP! 

    Beta#1: 91  Beta#2: 288

    1st U/S- 5w2d Saw yolk sac!

    3rd U/S- 7w4d HB of 157bpm!

    TEAM BLUE!

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  • Oh my gosh! I'm so sorry for your losses. Welcome back. 

       Me: IR-PCOS, elevated DHEAs, low progesterone, weak ovulation  DH: low volume, low T
    SHG 5/10/13: both tubes blocked; HSG 6/28 = Left tube cleared! Right blocked.
    BFP#1 7/20/13 EDD 3/30/14, m/c 8/19/13, D&E 8/21/13, Chromosomal results = normal, female
    Lap & hysteroscopy scheduled for 10/31, right tube cleared, no endo found! ...Happy Halloween!
    Cycle 14: Clomid (50)+ IUI = BFP! EDD 9/16/14~ Rowan Elizabeth born sleeping at 17w4d on 4/12/14 due to IC.
    ~There is no foot too small that it cannot leave an imprint on this world~
    New RE June 2014. RPL b/w - negative. SIS looking for uterine/cervical abnormalities & Asherman's 6/10/14 - ALL CLEAR!  
    Cycle 16: Natural IUI = CP, Cycle 17: Femara (2.5) + IUI = BFN, Cycle 18 Femara (5) + IUI = BFFN, Cycle 19: Break
    Cycle 20: Clomid (50)+ IUI = BFP EDD 6/20, transvaginal cerclage 12/19, Carson Quinn born sleeping at 16w3d on 1/6/15 due to IC
    Phone consult with Dr. Haney (Univ of Chicago) for transabdominal cercalge scheduled for 2/9/15.
    "We are the music makers, and we are the dreamers of dreams."
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  • I am so so sorry for your losses!!
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  • I am so sorry for your loss. I can't imagine what you must be going through.
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  • I am so so sorry for your loss.

    ** After  2 1/2 years of Unexplained IF, 2 failed medicated cycles, and 4 failed IUI's - our baby girl came to us through the miracle of Mini IVF! **

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  • Thank you all for the warm welcome back and the thoughts and prayers. They mean a lot to us!
    Lilypie - (fm2j)

    Lilypie - (YesX)

     My Pregnancy/Parenting BLOG TTC since 5/2011, BFP #1 12/3/11, M/C 12/7/11 @ 4wks 2d. Began seeing RE Sep 2012. October 2012 Metformin 1500 mg= ovulation on CD34 BFP#2 11/14/12 9DPO, EDD 7/26/13, DX Gestational Diabetes @14 wks, our angel born sleeping 3/24/13 @ 22wks 2d. BFP #3 7/4/13 8DPO EDD 3/22/14, DX Gestational Diabetes @14 wks. started insulin @16 wks.  Our rainbow, born 3/19/14 @ 39wks 6d., we're so in love!

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  • I am so sorry for your loss. I will be sending lots of thoughts and prayers your way. My heart aches for you.

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  • Oh my gosh, your blog just tore my heart out.  I'm so incredibly sorry for your loss.  You are in my thoughts...........
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    TTC #1 8/2012~Chronic Pelvic Pain Condition began 10/2012~Told I was crazy by many doctors until a good specialist DXed a labral tear and bone impingement in left hip 4/2013~Surgery on left hip: 5/31/13  SUCCESS!!!  Pain flares to continue indefinitely (but mostly gone).

    Resumed TTC 6/2013~Chronic stomach pain and distension: 8/2013~TTA 1/2014 Until Resolved ~7/2014: Trip to the Mayo Clinic--SUCCESS!!  Finally on the road to getting better.

    Resumed TTC 7/2014!  Third time's the charm....8/2014 Visited the RE~DX: MFI/low morph~Straight to IVF with ICSI! 9/2014~Transferred 1 perfect beautiful 6AA blast with 10 to freeze!!!~10/8/2014: BFP!!!!  EDD: 6/17/15 STICK LITTLE BEAN!!! IT'S A BOY!!!!! 

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  • Welcome back! TP sent your way!

    Started back on BC May, 2010; Had last shot on Aug. 2010
    TTC starting in November, 2010; Irregular cycles- went to Dr
    U/S showed cysts on both ovaries; Diag. Lap on March 1st, 2011
    Lap showed that my right fal. tube is centered, instead of to the right
    Left fal. tube is disjointed
    uterus is tilted and the size of a softball, not a pear.
    BFP on 8-30-11, 9-2-11, and 9-4-11.
    EDD is May 14, 2012. :)
    Babygirl born on April 16, 2012.

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  • I'm so incredibly sorry for your loss. I can't even begin to imagine the pain you're in.
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  • I am so very sorry for your loss. I cried my eyes out reading your blog. I cannot imagine the amount of pain you are in right now. You and your DH will be in my thoughts and prayers.
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  • Oh my goodness, I am so, so sorry for your loss... 
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    BFP: Dec.2007 | DD: Aug.2008
    TTC #2: Dec.2011 | Done?: Aug.2013
  • I'm so incredibly sorry for your loss. Sending prayers for peace and comfort.
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  • I am so so sorry for your loss. I remember you well. Your blog entries about Kayla are beautiful and brought me to tears. I am so sorry you're going through this.

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