We are visiting my grandmother who we don't get to see a lot so we told some family today. Now I am sitting here racked with fear and guilt. I pushed to tell my family because I wanted to do it in person. Now all I can think about is "what if something happens?"
I have never felt so bad about something, I am not even sure why I feeling this way, but I don't like it. I am almost sick to my stomach right now.
I'm not even sure why I'm posting this, guess I just needed to share my crazy.