Late Term and Child Loss

More Goodbyes

I found out this morning that my uncle had died overnight.  We knew it was a possibility, but we didn't think it would be so quick. My heart is broken all over again, and all I can think about is if he is going to know my babies when he meets them.  I wanted to be able to visit to show him the pictures so he could watch over them in heaven.  I am not super religious, but I like to think that he will know, even though he hasn't see them.  The compounded grief is terrible, thinking of the babies makes me think of him and vice versa.  And thinking about my mom (his sister) and how she is dealing makes me so sad too.  I wish I could hide, but I know that I can't escape it. 
TTC since May 2011
Provera x3 late 2011, no natural response. (Previous BCP for 12 years).
 Dx PCOS April 2012. 
Clomid x 4 - no response.
First FSH/Ovidrel cycle early Aug 2012 - 18 days of injections, slow growth, erratic estrogen levels, triggered Aug 21st. 
BFP Sept 4th and Sept 7th! 
 7wk US Sept 28th - triplets! 
Perfect triplets lost at 20 weeks due to incompetent cervix. Allison Grace, James Alexander and Colin Gregory forever in our hearts!  
IVF #1 10/11/13 -  canceled before retrieval.  
IVF# 2 11/28/13 - retrieval on Turkey Day! Hyperstim - no transfer
FET #1 2/4/14 - miscarriage @ 9 weeks (Trisomy 6) 
FET #2 6/8/14 - healthy normal baby! Due date 2/25/15
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Re: More Goodbyes

  • I'm so so sorry for your loss.  Sending tons of hugs your way.
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    I'm so sorry for your loss. Lots of t and p for your family!
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    So sorry sweetie. Heart is breaking for you.  Your uncle knows who your babies are and your babies know who your uncle is.  He will care for them until you get there.  {{HUGS}}


    In memory of Corbin Scott 10/28/11-12/3/11. Heaven got another angel the night you left this world behind Heaven got a little better the day it took you away from me Missing you tonight, see you again sometime For now I'll close my eyes and dream of heaven tonight I'll love you forever I'll like you for always Now and Forever My baby you'll be

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  • Oh dear. I am so sorry. When we lost the boys we joked that they were gonna keep my FIL busy. (not super religous either)

    Take care of yourself. I'm here  if you need me.



    TTC #1 since 10/2010 RE consult 6/2011 PCOS (known) MFI IVF #1 w/ICSI 2/2012 BFP TRIPLETS our angels grew wings at 19.5 weeks 6.25.12 IVF #2 2/2013 Sono shows tissue Hysteroscopy needed Changing RE Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers ~~~all welcome~~~
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