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9 months later

WilliamandshawnnaWilliamandshawnna member
in Late Term and Child Loss

Sometimes it feels like yesterday. My heart skips a beat thinking of milestones coming up. Last year at Easter we told the entire family we were having triplets. This easter it will be the first time since we lost our boys that we will see the whole family together. I have avoided events for 9 months, I couldn't really pass on this one. And just the thought of Father's day and their Angelversary scares me.

I just needed to get that off my chest.

Thank you ladies for being here every step of the way.

Hugs

Shawnna

TTC #1 since 10/2010 RE consult 6/2011 PCOS (known) MFI IVF #1 w/ICSI 2/2012 BFP TRIPLETS our angels grew wings at 19.5 weeks 6.25.12 IVF #2 2/2013 Sono shows tissue Hysteroscopy needed Changing RE www.chasingstarsisbettertogether.com Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers ~~~all welcome~~~
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    jebretzjebretz member
    My thoughts are with you.  We are always hear to listen. ((Hugs))
    TTC since May 2011
    Provera x3 late 2011, no natural response. (Previous BCP for 12 years).
     Dx PCOS April 2012. 
    Clomid x 4 - no response.
    First FSH/Ovidrel cycle early Aug 2012 - 18 days of injections, slow growth, erratic estrogen levels, triggered Aug 21st. 
    BFP Sept 4th and Sept 7th! 
     7wk US Sept 28th - triplets! 
    Perfect triplets lost at 20 weeks due to incompetent cervix. Allison Grace, James Alexander and Colin Gregory forever in our hearts!  
    IVF #1 10/11/13 -  canceled before retrieval.  
    IVF# 2 11/28/13 - retrieval on Turkey Day! Hyperstim - no transfer
    FET #1 2/4/14 - miscarriage @ 9 weeks (Trisomy 6) 
    FET #2 6/8/14 - healthy normal baby! Due date 2/25/15
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    NoetholaNoethola member
    T&Ps coming your way. Hugs to you!
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    "Elsie Irene was born sleeping at 35w 6d on December 8, 2012. Mommy and Daddy miss you sweet girl."


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    HeatherhahHeatherhah member

    The first year of milestones is so darn tough. I really kind of avoided people the whole first year except immediate family who helped be there for me after we lost Sydney. I guess you kind of get a pass when suffering like we all have.

    Good l

    DS- Brenden born 11/13/93 Missed miscarriage on March 6, 2007 @ 9 weeks D&C on March 8th 2007. Riley Annalise born 2/25/08 ( 3 weeks early weighing 8 lbs 12.8 oz.) Chemical pregnancy 3/2010. Sydney Adriana born sleeping on 9/30/11 weighing 10lbs 3 oz at 38wks 4 days. Trinity Alivia born via c section at 36 wks 4 days weighing 9 lbs. 5.7 oz. She is our amazing rainbow baby!!! Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers Lilypie First Birthday tickers PGAL buddy drvst8
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    lolee465lolee465 member

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    This will be my first family event that I haven't skipped too. I'm really nervous to see everyone. Last Easter was the day after I got my first bfp, we didn't tell anyone

    Jillian Rose- born 8/26/12 at 24 weeks. "It broke my heart to lose you but you didn't go alone, for a part of me went with you, the day God took you home"
    I love you always, my beautiful girl.

    Hysteroscopy 3/1/13 Dx: Unicornuate uterus

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    BFP 3/18/13- Please be our Rainbow, we love you so much already.

    6/4/13-Found out we're having a BOY!!

    10/30/13-He's here!! Happy Birthday, Ryan! We love you so much! xo

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    bunnybun4bunnybun4 member

    just ((HUGS)). 

    Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers

    8/12-Suprise BFP- Sweet Bunny Born Sleeping 11/21/12 (19 weeks)

    -5/7/13- MMC (8 Weeks)

    11/6/13- BO discovered at 7 weeks- natural MC 11/25/13

    8/14- Surpise IF dx...low AMH (.24)- moving on to IVF

    IVF #1- 11/14- 6R5M4F=2 perfect frosties

    12/19/14- FET of 2 embabies = BFP!!!  One Little Bean EDD: 9/3/15

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    Bayberry12Bayberry12 member

    Things were so different a year ago.  So many hugs to you.  

    We have skipped every holiday family get together this year, and plan to skip Easter too.  At Easter last year, I was sooo pregnant; full term, expecting my little girl a

    Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers 

    BFP #1 Jan. 2011 - mmc Mar. 2011 
    BFP #2 Aug. 2011 - My sleeping angel Stella, born April 21, 2012 
    BFP #3 Nov. 2012 - mmc Dec. 2012
    BFP #4 April 2013 - mc May 2013
    BFP #5 Sept. 2013 - EDD 5.24.14
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    MrsZ816MrsZ816 member
    T&P for you... Anytime you need to vent just let me know. 
    Married 8/2009, TTC since 4/2010
    ME: 30, DOR- Low amh, normal fsh/afc DH: 30, morphology issue
    IVF #1- BFN
    IVF #2- BFP!!! Beautiful baby girl became an angel on 2/6/13 at 17.5 weeks due to PPROM/IC
    IVF #3- New RE... February March 2014! 8r/6m/6f. Transferred one and have one frostie! BFP! EDD 12/7/14
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    OSUWifey09OSUWifey09 member
    I agree that the first year of milestones is so hard - harder than I thought. I'll be thinking of you this weekend. *hugs*
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    shandorfml2shandorfml2 member
    I'm skipping easter as well. We've only just lost Anastasia 3 weeks ago, so I think people would understand (and I don't really care if they don't!). I think for me 4th of July will be hard, because that was the week last year we found out we were pregnan

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    Diagnosed with PCOS in 2005. Started Metformin July 2013

    BFP # 2 8/7/14 EDD 4/22/15
    Please be our rainbow!!

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    WilliamandshawnnaWilliamandshawnna member

    Thank you all so very much. Your kind words, thoughts, prayers and hugs have helped alot.

    I have a heavy heart everyday when I read a new loss mommas story. Knowing how hard those first days, weeks and months are.

    As always, thank you for

    TTC #1 since 10/2010 RE consult 6/2011 PCOS (known) MFI IVF #1 w/ICSI 2/2012 BFP TRIPLETS our angels grew wings at 19.5 weeks 6.25.12 IVF #2 2/2013 Sono shows tissue Hysteroscopy needed Changing RE www.chasingstarsisbettertogether.com Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers ~~~all welcome~~~
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