So my names Kerstin. I've been a lurker on the May boards forever. It wasn't until this past weekends events that brought me from hiding. I want to share my story so bad as my heart is so broken but there are legal things going on with my loss and I have to watch what I say. I was 31 weeks pregnant and I went to the hospital last Thursday feeling weird.. little did I know I had lost my daughter Sophia Nicole earlier on that week. It was beyond traumatizing as they had to induce me and I had to deliever my sweet angel. She changed my world and now I sit here the night before her funeral..numb...sad...angry and pissed off at God. I just need help dealing and my friends try to support me...they just have no idea what to do..hence why I'm here... How do you get to the new normal? Soo many questions on how to deal... Just can't find my way out of this hell
Met DH 10.10.10--
Surgery 05.20.11 removal of left ovary/fall tube due to tumor-- Married DH 04.14.12--
First bfp 09.05.12 --
Preeclampsia took my angel at 31 weeks 03.07.13--
Currently trying for our rainbow!