Late Term and Child Loss

Complete hurt...

Well,today is my 24th's 1:28am,and I've spent the past 2 hours eyes are swollen..on the 11th,that had marked 2 whole months since aria has been ol' man do I miss my daughter..she's supposed to be here with me to and her had matching I cnt even wear the outfit without breaking down..dh tried to comfort me,and continued to ask Is there anything he can do to make me feel better and I wanna tell him "yes,bring my daughter back!!" I calmed down,put my son to sleep..I sat in the corner,holding my daughters cremains crying my eyes out asking god why!! I know we're not supposed to question his work but EVERYONE around me are having babies and are so happy..what abt me and my husband..why dnt we get our happily ever after.. I have to say this is the worst birthday..please pray for me..

Re: Complete hurt...

  • Praying for you, and sending you a PM. 

    Lilypie - (qptF)

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    "Elsie Irene was born sleeping at 35w 6d on December 8, 2012. Mommy and Daddy miss you sweet girl."

  • I'm so sorry you're having a rough time.  Sending lots of hugs your way.
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  • I truly am so sorry that you are feeling like this . Last year on my birthday i felt the same way I didn't want to celebrate at all. I cried most of the day and just wished I could hold my baby.

    Trust me when I tell you that it will get easier

    DS- Brenden born 11/13/93 Missed miscarriage on March 6, 2007 @ 9 weeks D&C on March 8th 2007. Riley Annalise born 2/25/08 ( 3 weeks early weighing 8 lbs 12.8 oz.) Chemical pregnancy 3/2010. Sydney Adriana born sleeping on 9/30/11 weighing 10lbs 3 oz at 38wks 4 days. Trinity Alivia born via c section at 36 wks 4 days weighing 9 lbs. 5.7 oz. She is our amazing rainbow baby!!! Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers Lilypie First Birthday tickers PGAL buddy drvst8
  • Keeping you in my prayers! Sending light & love & peace your way... 
    Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers

    BFP 6/9/13... here we go again
  • I know. It is the worst pain ever. I am sorry.
  • Don't put too much pressure on yourself to think about your birthday - days when you are supposed to be happy just make you feel worse. Just focus on getting through and I'm also very sorry for your loss and sending prayers your way

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