If you would be a dear, please dlete the whole thread I posted below for obvious reasons. I can delete my own posts but not the entire thing, and I will delete this, too, once that thread is gone. I hope this isn't a problem. And sorry everyone. I hope you all understand why I need to DD. But I really did need to talk about it, I just don't want it to stay up. Thank youball for the advice, as well.
ETA: I DDed the thread. Thank you everyone for the support and the understanding.
Re: I DDed.
You should be able to delete the entire thread. I can't. =(
In the meantime, I'll start editing/deleting posts.