***ALane***

slv0606

So how did leaving LO go for you? I thought of you after I dropped DS off and cried as soon as I walked out but thankfully that was the only time I cried! I learned that I serioudly cannot hang like I used to! I said to DH the next time we get an overnight sitter we are getting massages, going to dinner then going to bed! haha

ALane1128

DH ended up dropping him off and I went to dinner with my cousin. I tried to keep myself distracted. However, the waiter put us at a table with 3 one year old's right next to us! It was killing me!! DH stayed at his parents house and put Jackson to sleep so that kind of reassured me. My cousin and I went to a bar across the street from the restaurant and I was saying how tired I was and I couldn't believe it was only 8, it felt like it was 11! I made a comment to her on how I felt old and the people next to us asked me how old we were and then proceeded to tell me how I wasn't old, they were 45, and that if my MIL was watching Jackson for the night, I should be out downtown partying it up! I was like "I just can't anymore! He's drained everything out of me!" I got home around 9 and DH was just getting home. We drank wine, watched a movie, I of course fell asleep. It was amazing to sleep in. MIL texted me and said Jackson slept in...of course he did, if he was with me he would of been up by 5 AM! I totally agree with you...next time it's gonna be massages, dinner and bed! Old me is probably laughing at me now...I could party hard back in the day LOL