My cousin and I go to the same RE.
Yep. She's pg again. Baby 2. She does one or two IUI's and boom. Wtf.
I want to be happy for her. I'm not feeling very happy. Plus I'm still hot and moody.
I'm sorry! I know how you feel. My cousin got pregnant 1 month into marriage...said she didn't realize until she was 5 months along. How does that happen?
So sorry, I know it really is hard to celebrate other people's success even though in our hearts we really are happy for them. Some days we are able to use it as encouragement that it is possible, other days we just want to crawl in a dark corner. HUGS!
Me:41, DH:41 Positive for MTHFR mutations- one copy C677T, one copy A1298C. One daughter born on Thanksgiving in 2013. Six losses.
I'm sending you lots of (((((hugs))))) I can understand not being to receptive after receiving this news from your cousin and being on those meds.....ugh, that is tuff. Hopefully, your time will be real soon. Keep your chin up, I can understand how frustrating it all can be.
I'm sorry you had to deal with her news. Sending (((hugs))) your way. Your time is coming. Keep your chin up and stay positive. I know, it is not easy to do...
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You are awesome women!!! Thank you for being here for me!!! It is such a relief to have a safe place to vent my frustrations.
My dh gets more upset than I do sometimes. He wants to be a Daddy so badly and I feel so bad about disappointing him... us....
Huge hugs to you Heather. Like pp said...your time is coming!
ME:46 MH:44 DE IVF 2014
Met with RE 4/11.
2 IUI's BFN. DE best option. Switched clinics to do
"shared" program.
Had to retake all tests and a mamm that put me behind and then on a DE waiting list for 12 months.
Picked a donor!! (10/13/13) Got matched. Estimated transfer in December. After 2.5 years of patiently waiting I will finally cycle....can hardly believe it. DE cycle got cancelled. One of her tests came back positive. Waiting for another donor. Donor picked!! (1/18/14)
DE IVF #1 (4/26) BFN DE FET #1 (6/4) BFP! Beta 1=339 Beta 2=852 Beta 3=9957 EDD 2/22/15!!
Heather NOOOO! Can you test again today?? I won't believe this. Too early?
ME:46 MH:44 DE IVF 2014
Met with RE 4/11.
2 IUI's BFN. DE best option. Switched clinics to do
"shared" program.
Had to retake all tests and a mamm that put me behind and then on a DE waiting list for 12 months.
Picked a donor!! (10/13/13) Got matched. Estimated transfer in December. After 2.5 years of patiently waiting I will finally cycle....can hardly believe it. DE cycle got cancelled. One of her tests came back positive. Waiting for another donor. Donor picked!! (1/18/14)
DE IVF #1 (4/26) BFN DE FET #1 (6/4) BFP! Beta 1=339 Beta 2=852 Beta 3=9957 EDD 2/22/15!!
I don't know, it seems like enough time.The beta is Monday and I feel the creeping symptoms of AF...
I am trying to remain optimistic.
I am still drinking yucky decaf...just in case...
I have another stick for tomorrow morning....
Re: It just keeps getting better.
My Ovulation Chart
Me: 41 DH: 46. We are TTC our 1st, started July '11,
3 cycles clomid with Ob,
1 cycle Tamoxifen with Ob,
Diagnosed PCOS 11/5/12
clomid, trigger & timed bd 12/12 BFN
1st clomid IUI 1/4/13 BFN.
2nd clomid IUI 2/13 cancelled didn't respond to clomid.
3/15/13 scheduled laparoscopy & on bcp.
May 10 IUI from injectibles - BFN
May 22 done with interventions it will either happen or it won't.
February 2014 No longer actively trying, but not preventing.
SURPISE BFP 4/2/2015!!!!!!!!!!
Miscarriage 4/23/15
My dh gets more upset than I do sometimes. He wants to be a Daddy so badly and I feel so bad about disappointing him... us....
ME:46 MH:44 DE IVF 2014
Met with RE 4/11. 2 IUI's BFN. DE best option. Switched clinics to do "shared" program. Had to retake all tests and a mamm that put me behind and then on a DE waiting list for 12 months. Picked a donor!! (10/13/13) Got matched. Estimated transfer in December. After 2.5 years of patiently waiting I will finally cycle....can hardly believe it. DE cycle got cancelled. One of her tests came back positive. Waiting for another donor. Donor picked!! (1/18/14)
DE IVF #1 (4/26) BFN DE FET #1 (6/4) BFP! Beta 1=339 Beta 2=852 Beta 3=9957 EDD 2/22/15!!
ME:46 MH:44 DE IVF 2014
Met with RE 4/11. 2 IUI's BFN. DE best option. Switched clinics to do "shared" program. Had to retake all tests and a mamm that put me behind and then on a DE waiting list for 12 months. Picked a donor!! (10/13/13) Got matched. Estimated transfer in December. After 2.5 years of patiently waiting I will finally cycle....can hardly believe it. DE cycle got cancelled. One of her tests came back positive. Waiting for another donor. Donor picked!! (1/18/14)
DE IVF #1 (4/26) BFN DE FET #1 (6/4) BFP! Beta 1=339 Beta 2=852 Beta 3=9957 EDD 2/22/15!!
I am trying to remain optimistic.
I am still drinking yucky decaf...just in case...
I have another stick for tomorrow morning....
Heather, I hope it's just too early...maybe wait until tomorrow night to POAS, so at least you know what to expect going in on Monday.
Fingers crossed for you that you get a Positive...
My Ovulation Chart
Me: 41 DH: 46. We are TTC our 1st, started July '11,
3 cycles clomid with Ob,
1 cycle Tamoxifen with Ob,
Diagnosed PCOS 11/5/12
clomid, trigger & timed bd 12/12 BFN
1st clomid IUI 1/4/13 BFN.
2nd clomid IUI 2/13 cancelled didn't respond to clomid.
3/15/13 scheduled laparoscopy & on bcp.
May 10 IUI from injectibles - BFN
May 22 done with interventions it will either happen or it won't.
February 2014 No longer actively trying, but not preventing.
SURPISE BFP 4/2/2015!!!!!!!!!!
Miscarriage 4/23/15