Late Term and Child Loss

Two year later.***Warning Rainbow Baby Mentioned***

Today is Ian's 2nd Birthday. Two years ago, I thought that my life was over. The pain was so great that I thought I would die. I wanted to die. How culd I live without my baby? I didn't want to.

Two years later, the pain is still there but I am doing okay. My rainbow baby makes me smile everyday. I never thought that I would get to this point. It has been a long hard road, but I have made it. I am proud of myself but I owe a great big thanks to all of you. This board has been so wecloming and supportive. I don't post very often anymore since I had Zachary, but I read every post and send T&Ps to each of you.

Thank you, and (((Hugs)))

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Re: Two year later.***Warning Rainbow Baby Mentioned***

  • ((((HUGE HUGS)))) to you today, Mrs. Nice! And thank you for all that you have done for me during this past year! Happy angelversary sweet Ian.

    BFP #1 12.24.07 - DD born @ 39w1d on 08.26.08
    BFP #2 08.04.11 - DD born still @ 37w3d on 03.25.12

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    TTC #3 since May 2012

    BFP #3 12.29.12 - CP @ 4w2d on 01.02.13
    BFP #4 10.17.13 - CP @ 4w2d on 10.23.13

    BFP #5 04.06.14 - MMC 05.07.14

    No longer trying to conceive.

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  • Happy Birthday Sweet Ian!  Thank you Ian's mommy for giving me hope.  Sometimes it's hard for me to see.

     

    In memory of Corbin Scott 10/28/11-12/3/11. Heaven got another angel the night you left this world behind Heaven got a little better the day it took you away from me Missing you tonight, see you again sometime For now I'll close my eyes and dream of heaven tonight I'll love you forever I'll like you for always Now and Forever My baby you'll be

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    Happy Birthday to Ian and hugs to you. 
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     DS1 - 7/2011, DD 12/2012, DS2 - 4/2014, MMC - 12/2015
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  • HUGE ((HUGS)) and a Happy Birthday to your sweet angel, Ian.  I also want to thank you for giving me hope.  I'm so glad to hear that you are smiling every day because of your rainbow, Zachary. 
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    BFP#1 - 11/27/09 EDD 8/5/10, DS1 arrived 7/24/10 via emergency c-section.

    BFP#2 - 6/18/12 EDD 2/23/13, sweet baby girl born sleeping on 10/4/12 at 19 weeks, 3 days.

    BFP #3 - 1/18/13 EDD 10/1/13, natural mc on 2/2/13 at 5 weeks, 4 days.

    BFP #4 - 8/29/13 EDD 5/12/14, our sweet rainbow, DS2 born 4/29/14 via c-section

  • Sending you a ton of hugs on this special day.  Thank you for sharing your story.  It is comforting for me to hear these kinds of stories.  Lots of love to you and your sweet Ian. 
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  • Happy angelversary sweet Ian. Thanks for being so great during my time here thus far; lots of hugs to you today.

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  • Happy 2nd birthday sweet Ian!! Hugs to you mama!!
    DS- Brenden born 11/13/93 Missed miscarriage on March 6, 2007 @ 9 weeks D&C on March 8th 2007. Riley Annalise born 2/25/08 ( 3 weeks early weighing 8 lbs 12.8 oz.) Chemical pregnancy 3/2010. Sydney Adriana born sleeping on 9/30/11 weighing 10lbs 3 oz at 38wks 4 days. Trinity Alivia born via c section at 36 wks 4 days weighing 9 lbs. 5.7 oz. She is our amazing rainbow baby!!! Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers Lilypie First Birthday tickers PGAL buddy drvst8
  • Happy 2nd birthday Ian! Many hugs to you and thank you for your encouragement on this board!
    Lilypie - (qptF)


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    "Elsie Irene was born sleeping at 35w 6d on December 8, 2012. Mommy and Daddy miss you sweet girl."


  • Happy 2nd Birthday Ian!! Big hugs to you, thank you for being so supportive and encouraging to all of us. It gives me hope.
    TTC #1 since 10/2010 RE consult 6/2011 PCOS (known) MFI IVF #1 w/ICSI 2/2012 BFP TRIPLETS our angels grew wings at 19.5 weeks 6.25.12 IVF #2 2/2013 Sono shows tissue Hysteroscopy needed Changing RE www.chasingstarsisbettertogether.com Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers ~~~all welcome~~~
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    Happy Birthday Sweet Ian!  Thank you Ian's mommy for giving me hope.  Sometimes it's hard for me to see.

     

    This! Thank you! I'm thinking of you and Ian today! I hope to be in your shoes some day too. 

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    Due with baby boy # 2 in May 2016
    DD #1 born January 2014

  • Thank you all so much!

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    Happy Birthday Sweet Ian!  Thank you Ian's mommy for giving me hope.  Sometimes it's hard for me to see.

    This! Thank you! I'm thinking of you and Ian today! I hope to be in your shoes some day too. 

    Its not very often that someone says that they hope to be in my shoes.(((HUGS)))  I hope you get your rainbow someday soon!

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  • ((HUGS)) and Happy Birthday Ian! Thank you, Mrs. Nice for all you do for us!


      Our Angel Patricia born sleeping 3/30/12 at 31 weeks
    Our Fighter Anna born early 1/8/13 at 26 weeks
    Hoping to bring home #3 due 9/9/15
  • Happy Birthday to your sweet Ian, and big ((hugs)) to you!

    Jillian Rose- born 8/26/12 at 24 weeks. "It broke my heart to lose you but you didn't go alone, for a part of me went with you, the day God took you home"
    I love you always, my beautiful girl.

    Hysteroscopy 3/1/13 Dx: Unicornuate uterus

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    BFP 3/18/13- Please be our Rainbow, we love you so much already.

    6/4/13-Found out we're having a BOY!!

    10/30/13-He's here!! Happy Birthday, Ryan! We love you so much! xo

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  • Happy Birthday Ian! (Hugs!!) to you and your family! 
    TTC since May 2011
    Provera x3 late 2011, no natural response. (Previous BCP for 12 years).
     Dx PCOS April 2012. 
    Clomid x 4 - no response.
    First FSH/Ovidrel cycle early Aug 2012 - 18 days of injections, slow growth, erratic estrogen levels, triggered Aug 21st. 
    BFP Sept 4th and Sept 7th! 
     7wk US Sept 28th - triplets! 
    Perfect triplets lost at 20 weeks due to incompetent cervix. Allison Grace, James Alexander and Colin Gregory forever in our hearts!  
    IVF #1 10/11/13 -  canceled before retrieval.  
    IVF# 2 11/28/13 - retrieval on Turkey Day! Hyperstim - no transfer
    FET #1 2/4/14 - miscarriage @ 9 weeks (Trisomy 6) 
    FET #2 6/8/14 - healthy normal baby! Due date 2/25/15
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  • Happy Angelversary Ian and big Hugs to mom and dad.
    Tim 12/30/00 Brad 4/30/02 Alex 9/29/03 Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers
  • Huge hugs to you Mrs. Nice!  Thank you for sharing with us, and letting us know that you DO smile.  Two years seems like a million years.

     

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    BFP #1 Jan. 2011 - mmc Mar. 2011 
    BFP #2 Aug. 2011 - My sleeping angel Stella, born April 21, 2012 
    BFP #3 Nov. 2012 - mmc Dec. 2012
    BFP #4 April 2013 - mc May 2013
    BFP #5 Sept. 2013 - EDD 5.24.14
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