As you may or may not recall, a week ago I was a big sobbing mess of a person after finding out that my sons PT thought my daughter needed PT too. I was blaming myself for nearly killing my children during birth and causing their "special needs". FWIW AF made her mighty return that next morning which explains a little bit of why I was a huge emotional disaster.
Anyway, this morning was DDs eval. Every single thing she did the three women doing the eval commented on how it was "bad". She sticks her tongue out too often, she always tips to the right if she loses her balance when sitting up on her own, she doesn't like tummy time for more than a few minutes, she uses the wrong muscles to pull herself to a stand, she doesn't reach her arms up high enough above her head...and on and on.
At first I was feeling devastated and imagining all of the things that are "wrong" with my daughter and then I realized something more valuable...I think the PTs are full of $hit. Okay, maybe not entirely, but you get the point. Don't get me wrong, I think that physical therapists are really valuable and can do amazing things for children that really need them but I also think that due to their profession they are trained to see every little thing as a problem to be resolved.My daughter hates tummy time because she can't look at things, she sticks her tongue out because she is learning to blow raspberries, she was tipping to the right because her brother was sitting next to her and she was wanting to touch him. I am not convinced that what they were looking for showed a true picture of her abilities but I digress.
I will follow through with the PTs recommendation that Vivian get physical therapy along with Samuel but I decided today to not let myself get too worried about it. She just turned 6 months old. She is an individual that's full of spirit and does things in her own time. She is sitting on her own, loves to stand, is starting to scoot across the floor and "talks" constantly. I think she's right on track and I'm not going to let myself feel guilty anymore. She is the most amazing little girl I've ever known and I'm so blessed that she's mine. Today I decided that my love of my children would never again be tainted by guilt over something I can't control. I'm just going to keep doing the best that I can and I am going to cheer them on every little step and wobble of the way. I think that as moms that's a big gift we can give our children, love and support.
Thanks for your ongoing support ladies. I am so glad I found this community.
Re: Follow up to DD PT eval freak out (long)
Both of my babies were without oxygen for an unknown amount of time at birth due to a placental abruption. My DD nearly didn't make it which is how we were "flagged" as potentially needing services. There was fear that my DS had cerebral palsy which has thankfully been ruled out and replaced with hypertonia. They believe my DD has the same thing. Thankfully this means that they are only delayed a little physically and do not have any cognitive delays.
I hope it's not rude of me to say that I'm kind of thrilled that your daughter hates tummy time too. I think it's normal that not all babies will enjoy being face down on the floor.
Absolutely not rude. Crazy thing is I hate tummy time too. Lol. To try to get my lo to spend more time on her tummy, sometimes ill get down in my tummy with her...ugh...its not fun.
I absolutely hope your lo's continue to progress. Even though your dd may not need the PT, it definately cant hurt
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FWIW your little girl sounds perfectly on track to me. Maybe even ahead of my little guy for all the talking you said she does. I hope things work out wonderfully!
1. Sticks her tongue out too much? That's insane. DS's son is always outside of his mouth.
2. Standing & scooting is way more than my son is doing. He knows how to sit and can spin himself in the opposite direction when lying down. That's about it.
All of this! You are incredibly strong!