He has been suffering over the last year with chronic lung infections and was having difficulty breathing. He collapsed on Sunday and was rushed to the hospital by ambulance. Yesterday morning his heart suddenly stopped and despite their best efforts, they could not revive him.
I miss him so much. He always called me his little girl, and had started calling our LO his little, little girl. He was so excited to meet her, and I feel like I have lost a huge part of me. I have so much guilt over the fact that he will not get to meet his first grandchild, I cannot stop crying. T&Ps would be greatly appreciated... this is so overwhelming and I just feel lost.
Re: Lost my dad yesterday...
I am so sorry. I am so close to my dad and I don't know what I'd do. Please don't feel guilt -- it isn't your fault! I hope you have a good support system to help you through the rest of this pregnancy.
* Diagnosis of PCOS in 2011 (suspected since teens)
* Miscarraige September 2011; XY with Trisomy 15
*November 2011 - January 2012 - 3 cycles of Femora - BFN x 3
* 2/12 and 4/12 Tamoxifen - no response
Planned to start Follistim for COH August '12 but...
Surprise!! BFP! And it's a girl!!
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"He performs wonders that cannot be fathomed, miracles that cannot be counted." Job 5:9
D'Oh!
BFP #1: 5/10/12; 5/22/12: pregnancy deemed not viable (probably CP)
BFP #2: 8/2/12; Due date: 4/14/13, DD born 4/5/2013
BFP #3: 11/2/14, Due date: 7/7/15
Ginny DX 21-Hydroxylase Deficiency Congenital Adrenal Hyperplasia
Charlie DX Specific Antibody Deficiency & ASD
My BFP Chart
Married: 6/27/2008
DS: 3/14/2010 Planned, PG first try
M/C 6/2012
DD: 4/22/2013 Planned, UnDx Infertility, PG on our own
BFP: 10/28/2016 Unplanned, HUGE SURPRISE!
M/C 12/12/2016
BFP: 10/27/2017 Unplanned, HUGE SURPRISE
EDD: 7/2/2018
Always Sunny's back b-tches!
Over-40 parents...what we lack in vigor, we make up for with cunning.
BFP #2: 11-7-14, CP (BFN: 11-13-14)
BFP #3: 3/24/15 EDD: 12/5/15
I'm sorry for your loss...