I should be happy for them

anncam424

This is my first post on here.until recently, I have had two friends going this with me. They both got pregnant on their first IVF. Good news, yes. But, that doesn't make it easier. Every text or Facebook update is like a snowball to your face when you don't know it's coming.  

 Am I a selfish B, or is it normal to have these feelings?  Anyone else feel like this sometimes?