Quite possibly the biggest psychological side effect of my loss I am experiencing right now is that I am PETRIFIED something will happen to DH and he will be taken away from me too. Like I'm the psycho lady who makes him check in when he arrives or leaves anywhere. I have even check to make sure he is breathing at night when I can't hear his snoring. (He is a perfectly healthy 26 year old man!)
Anyone else feel this way? It's like being frightened constantly, I wish I could just put DH in a bubble since I wasn't able to keep my babies safe in my own "bubble".