I noticed on the PAL post that you're new here and that you named your angel Eleanor. My angel is also an Eleanor (I've wanted to name my daughter that since I was a kid!)
I just wanted to say that I am thinking about you and remembering how hard it was in the early weeks to function (that includes trying to go back to work). On the one hand it was a nice distraction (when it worked) but when it didn't work... it is really hard to keep your head in the game when all you think about is your angel.
What helped me was doing creative things to keep her memory alive and keep pictures around (I even had one at my desk). I hope it helps. ((Hugs!))