At 35 weeks I was diagnosis with HELLP and my baby was delivered via emergency c-section. He weigh 3 lbs and had to stay in the NICU for 2 weeks, no serious health problems. I cried when I was discharge from the hospital because I didn't want to leave him which I think was normal. Now he is 7 months and healthly, but I keep having these crying spells because I keep thinking something is going to happen to me and no one will be able to care for him like I can. I just need some encouragement I guess?