My temp is the highest it has ever been today at 15 DPO. I practically danced out of bed I was so excited!
I have been feeling crampy for 2 days with absolutely NO sign on AF..until today. I think I just saw some color on the TP.
I understand I am old. I accept that I have some IF issues. But SERIOUSLY??? My chart has to get my hopes up SO high I might not survive the crash? Not fair.
Re: I don't think I am going to get my birthday wish. :(
My Ovulation Chart
Me: 41 DH: 46. We are TTC our 1st, started July '11,
3 cycles clomid with Ob,
1 cycle Tamoxifen with Ob,
Diagnosed PCOS 11/5/12
clomid, trigger & timed bd 12/12 BFN
1st clomid IUI 1/4/13 BFN.
2nd clomid IUI 2/13 cancelled didn't respond to clomid.
3/15/13 scheduled laparoscopy & on bcp.
May 10 IUI from injectibles - BFN
May 22 done with interventions it will either happen or it won't.
February 2014 No longer actively trying, but not preventing.
SURPISE BFP 4/2/2015!!!!!!!!!!
Miscarriage 4/23/15
1st BFP-8/17/12! Missed Miscarriage discovered @ 8 week US. D&C.
2nd BFP-2/13/13! Blighted Ovum discovered @ 8 week US. Natural miscarriage.
3rd BFP-5/22/13! By early June, progesterone plummeting. Another loss.
August 2013 - started Donor Egg process, but surprise BFP with my own eggs.
Dear Son born 5/28/14
ME:46 MH:44 DE IVF 2014
Met with RE 4/11. 2 IUI's BFN. DE best option. Switched clinics to do "shared" program. Had to retake all tests and a mamm that put me behind and then on a DE waiting list for 12 months. Picked a donor!! (10/13/13) Got matched. Estimated transfer in December. After 2.5 years of patiently waiting I will finally cycle....can hardly believe it. DE cycle got cancelled. One of her tests came back positive. Waiting for another donor. Donor picked!! (1/18/14)
DE IVF #1 (4/26) BFN DE FET #1 (6/4) BFP! Beta 1=339 Beta 2=852 Beta 3=9957 EDD 2/22/15!!
Until you are 100% sure it's AF I say obsess away
I'm pulling for ya!!!
Llama,
I so hope that you are wrong. Your chart is beautiful. I will carry the flame of optimism. I hope that there is no crash from your high hopes. You deserve a birthday BFP!!!
Ticker warning...
I am holding out hope for you and sending hugs your way!
I would take back all the bad things I have said to the Universe over the last 3.5 yrs if I can follow in your footsteps. Thanks for the glimmer of hope.
Spotting is still very light but much more noticeable. I hope it stays light and goes away all together soon. I want to be one of those PG stories!
This EXACTLY!!! Super cheering for you!!!!
Me = 39 DH = 50 TTC (since 01/2009 after a short break, I stopped counting *cycles* in 2010)
DX 2010 : Unknown Infertility , AMA
HSG 2005 = Normal / HSG 2010 = Normal
SA 2005 = Normal / SA 2010 /2012 = Slightly low count : motility, morphology GREAT!
Chromosomal analysis, MTHFR, ANA's, Lupus, Protein C, Protein S, APCR = Normal 2011
M/C : 2005 (7wk), 2010 (6wk), 2011 (7wk)
8 IUI's 2010-2011 all BFN
IVF/ICSI antagonist 01/2012 #1 = BFN
IVF/ICSI antagonist long 06/2012 #2 = BFN
IVF/ICSI/CGH MDLF New Clinic/New RE 11/2012 #3 = One beautiful boy blasty frozen PGS normal
IVF/ICSI/CGH MDLF 02/2013 #4 = One more beautiful boy blasty frozen PGS normal
FET 6/20 : One 5AA PGS normal transferred Beta 1 6/28 = 53.9 / Beta 2 7/1 = 220 / Beta 3 7/3 = 550!
1 U/S 6w3d - Heartbeat 119 / 2 U/S - 7w5d- Heartbeat 169 / 3 U/S (OB) 8w5d - Heartbeat still great!
Baby G welcomed into the world 3/7/2014
SAIF / PAIF always welcome ****
I'm so sorry. I was hoping for a bday bfp as well. My temp was higher than usual for the past week, I thought I had some implantation cramping, then BAM my period started the day before my birthday. It's so unfair. I wish we didn't have to go through any of this. Such a rollercoaster getting your hopes up then crashing back down.
At this point, to try to stay positive, I am telling myself that I could still get pregnant in my birthday month, I would just get the bfp the month after. I know it's grasping, but it's all I've got. Great big hugs to you and hey, if your temps stay high maybe you could just be having implantation bleeding?