I had to deliver at 24 weeks due to preeclamsia and HELLP, my baby survived 22 days which he is defintely my miracle baby. My baby, Exavier Ray, passed on 1/19/2013 which is ironic because that was supposed to be the day of his baby shower. Not even a week after he passed everyone started asking me if I am going to try again. I was severely sick and almost lost my own life. Everytime someone asks me I have to tell them that it may not be possible and if it is possible can we go through it again? My husband and I doesn't think so, he was in the operating room when my heart rate dropped to 29 and he was there when they were coming in to check on me every 45 minutes because they were afraid I was going to have a sezuire or a stroke I am tired of telling people that. How can I avoid the question it is too hard to relive that everytime someone asks me.