Only because I know this is a safe place for me and you amazing ladies will understand.
Today I was questioned and looked down upon in a very negative way because I chose not to see my boys, I chose not to hold them and I chose not to name them. I know I made the decision that was best for me in that moment.
I am someone that has never regretted anything in my life, but these are the three things I do regret. And to have someone judge me on them makes me feel horrible and angry. My mind is spinning with thoughts again on how I could have made those choices, they are my children!!!
Sorry I just needed a safe place to vent. Thank you ladies for listening.