TTC after 35

Beta #2 is in

It went from 40 to 67.  Not great news.  I'm kind of numb.  Nurse told me not to panic, that I'm not out, but I really had hoped it would double.  Now I'm just endlessly googling positive stories of non-doubling betas.  Ugh.  Headed to the couch to watch some stupid reality shows to take my mind off this.
Me-42 DH-43 TTC #1 since 3/11
HSG 7/11 showed possible blockage
8/11 BFP, then early m/c  (Natural)
9/11 blood tests reveal Factor V Leiden (heterozygous)
11/11 Hysteroscopy revealed uterine septum, which was repaired
12/11 1st round of Clomid (100mg)=BFN
1/12 2nd round of Clomid (100mg)=BFN 
2/12 Repeat HSG=All clear 
2/12 IUI with injectables #1=BFN 
3/12 natural cycle=BFN 
4/12 IUI with injectables #2=C/P 
7/12 IVF #1=30ER, 9F, 3T, 1 Frostie 7/29=BFP! 
8/27/12 No Heartbeat. Waiting to M/C 
9/13/12 D+C
12/12 Operative Hysteroscopy 
1/31/12  IVF#2 ...BFP 2/6 m/c 2/12 methotrexate due to presumed ectopic
July '13 IVF #3: 13R, 10M, 8F=BFP
1st Beta=549  2nd Beta 594 3rd Beta 422. M/C #5
IVF#4 in November=BFP…TWINS!!!!!

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Re: Beta #2 is in

  • Big hugs. It can totally turn out fine but might not. Waiting to find out which is going to happen is really hard. I'm staring at a hpt and think my line should be way darker. I am afraid my beta is decreasing yet it is just a feeling. The pee test cannot give me the info I need---a number. I think it is impossible to take your mind off of it. I can't.  When do you check again? Tuesday?

    TTC #1 since 8/1/10; Me:41 and BRCA1+, DH:46
    DOR (FSH 24.3)/ terrible egg quality ; homozygous MTHFR c677t
    5 IUI's: 2/11 to 6/11 and 1/12= BFN
    OE IVF#1-4 8/11-6/12= all BFN
    DE IVF#1 11/12 bad embryos= BFN
    DE IVF #2 2/13 BFP/Beta hell: m/c 5w6d
    CFNBC 7 months, not doing well; decided on guarantee program at RBA w/frozen DE
    DE IVF #3 1/14  ET 4BB; BFP;M/C 5w1d, incomplete m/c; MVA extraction in ER 7w1d

    DE FET#1 ET 3/1714; BFP, beta 1 3/27= 197, beta 2 3/31= 1586, beta 3 4/7= 13879!!
    First u/s= Twins with HBs at 6w2d! We are Team Pink x 2!!

    K & K born 11/21/14 at 38wks 4 days

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  • Ps: "normal" doubling time on countdown to pg website is 31-72 hrs. It's a big range. You are at 64.5 doubling time so within that range.

    TTC #1 since 8/1/10; Me:41 and BRCA1+, DH:46
    DOR (FSH 24.3)/ terrible egg quality ; homozygous MTHFR c677t
    5 IUI's: 2/11 to 6/11 and 1/12= BFN
    OE IVF#1-4 8/11-6/12= all BFN
    DE IVF#1 11/12 bad embryos= BFN
    DE IVF #2 2/13 BFP/Beta hell: m/c 5w6d
    CFNBC 7 months, not doing well; decided on guarantee program at RBA w/frozen DE
    DE IVF #3 1/14  ET 4BB; BFP;M/C 5w1d, incomplete m/c; MVA extraction in ER 7w1d

    DE FET#1 ET 3/1714; BFP, beta 1 3/27= 197, beta 2 3/31= 1586, beta 3 4/7= 13879!!
    First u/s= Twins with HBs at 6w2d! We are Team Pink x 2!!

    K & K born 11/21/14 at 38wks 4 days

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    SAIF/PAIF Welcome


    http://waitingforraintostop.wordpress.com

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  • I know it isn't what you expected but you have the right idea, just relax, breath,  put your feet up and watch some mindless tv shows, maybe, that will help get your numbers over the mark!  :)   You are in my T's and P's.  Try not to worry, know that is tuff not to do.....  Sending you lots of positve energy and hugs! 
    Lilypie Trying to Conceive 15 to 80 day cycle tickers
  • I go back on Tuesday.  I'm trying not to fixate too much.  Funny thing is, because my hospital lets you log in to your results (good and bad sometimes) I saw the # before the nurse even called me.  The good thing is, when she called to tell me (not knowing I already knew) she didn't say anything bad (I've had those calls before as this is my 4th trip on the beta roller coaster).  Then I asked her what she thought and she was like "it's just a range, sometimes it doesn't exactly double in 48 hours".  I really grapple with the point of all this monitoring. It's so freaking stressful and it's not like they can do anything if the numbers suck anyway.

     I'd feel less stressed if I felt like I had more symptoms.  I don't feel too much, but then again last go round my beta started at 1400 and I had tons of symptoms....and ended up with nothing anyway, so it's all maddening. 

    McIrish - I really, really hope you have awesome #'s tomorrow! And don't torture yourself with pee tests...though it's obviously something i would do, too!

     

    Me-42 DH-43 TTC #1 since 3/11
    HSG 7/11 showed possible blockage
    8/11 BFP, then early m/c  (Natural)
    9/11 blood tests reveal Factor V Leiden (heterozygous)
    11/11 Hysteroscopy revealed uterine septum, which was repaired
    12/11 1st round of Clomid (100mg)=BFN
    1/12 2nd round of Clomid (100mg)=BFN 
    2/12 Repeat HSG=All clear 
    2/12 IUI with injectables #1=BFN 
    3/12 natural cycle=BFN 
    4/12 IUI with injectables #2=C/P 
    7/12 IVF #1=30ER, 9F, 3T, 1 Frostie 7/29=BFP! 
    8/27/12 No Heartbeat. Waiting to M/C 
    9/13/12 D+C
    12/12 Operative Hysteroscopy 
    1/31/12  IVF#2 ...BFP 2/6 m/c 2/12 methotrexate due to presumed ectopic
    July '13 IVF #3: 13R, 10M, 8F=BFP
    1st Beta=549  2nd Beta 594 3rd Beta 422. M/C #5
    IVF#4 in November=BFP…TWINS!!!!!

    BabyFruit Ticker
  • imageMrs.McIrish:
    Ps: "normal" doubling time on countdown to pg website is 3172 hrs. It's a big range. You are at 64.5 doubling time so within that range.


    This! You are still in a normal range. I know worrying is natural but try not to fret too much. Hugs.
  • Sending you lots of positive vibes. I have never been through beta's and I can only imagine how stressful it can be. Lifetime is always mindless :)

    I know it's hard but I hope you can somehow relax over the next few days.

    ME:46 MH:44 DE IVF 2014
    Met with RE 4/11. 2 IUI's BFN. DE best option. Switched clinics to do "shared" program. Had to retake all tests and a mamm that put me behind and then on a DE waiting list for 12 months. Picked a donor!! (10/13/13) Got matched. Estimated transfer in December. After 2.5 years of patiently waiting I will finally cycle....can hardly believe it. DE cycle got cancelled. One of her tests came back positive.  Waiting for another donor. Donor picked!! (1/18/14)

    DE IVF #1 (4/26) BFN  DE FET #1 (6/4) BFP! Beta 1=339 Beta 2=852 Beta 3=9957 EDD 2/22/15!!


     

     

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  • That sucks!  I'm sorry you have to have this additional stress on top of everything else.  Mrs.I is right, you're still in normal range, although that probably doesn't make you feel better.  I sending T&P your way and lots of ((HUGS)) until Tuesday!!


    me:40; DH:41; 4/30/12 1st visit with RE; 6/30/12 IUI #1 BFN; 7/19/12 IUI cancelled (overmedicated); 8/2/12 IUI cancelled (cyst); 9/1/12 IUI #2 BFP! EDD 5/28/13; 10/9/12 1st U/S at 7w3d--missed m/c (trisomy 16) D&C 10/19/12; karyotyping results normal!; 1/31/13 IUI #3 BFP! EDD 10/25/13 Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers Lilypie Maternity tickers
  • imageMrs.McIrish:
    Ps: "normal" doubling time on countdown to pg website is 31-72 hrs. It's a big range. You are at 64.5 doubling time so within that range.

    This!  Anything within 72 hours is considered normal.  The 48 hour guideline is just a best case scenario (few people actually manage to fit into it!).  And I had no symptoms at all until I was 8 weeks -- nothing, nada, zip, zilch.  Most people don't get symptoms this early.  FX for you!


    Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker

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    imageMrs.McIrish:
    Ps: "normal" doubling time on countdown to pg website is 31-72 hrs. It's a big range. You are at 64.5 doubling time so within that range.

    This!  Anything within 72 hours is considered normal.  The 48 hour guideline is just a best case scenario (few people actually manage to fit into it!).  And I had no symptoms at all until I was 8 weeks -- nothing, nada, zip, zilch.  Most people don't get symptoms this early.  FX for you!

    This - I kept listening to all these people talk about their symptoms at 4 weeks and would cringe.  I was well over 8 weeks before I felt anything.  I wish you much sticky dust!  

     

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    TTC #1 since 5/10
    BFP #1 7/22/11 - EDD 4/2/11 - M/C 8/15/11 (7w0d)
    BFP #2 9/23/11 - EDD 6/5/12 ♥It's a Girl♥
    BFP #3 2/20/13 - EDD 11/2/13 ♥It's a Girl♥
  • imageMrs.McIrish:
    Ps: "normal" doubling time on countdown to pg website is 31-72 hrs. It's a big range. You are at 64.5 doubling time so within that range.

     

    I think you're in range too dawn hope! Hang in there! 

     

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    imageMrs.McIrish:
    Ps: "normal" doubling time on countdown to pg website is 31-72 hrs. It's a big range. You are at 64.5 doubling time so within that range.

    I think you're in range too dawn hope! Hang in there! 

     Yep.. all this.  I know it's really hard to keep positive... try to surround yourself with good positive energy.

    Wishing you the best... **Hugs**

    Me = 39 DH = 50 TTC (since 01/2009 after a short break, I stopped counting *cycles* in 2010)
    DX 2010 : Unknown Infertility , AMA
    HSG 2005 = Normal / HSG 2010 = Normal
    SA 2005 = Normal / SA 2010 /2012 = Slightly low count : motility, morphology GREAT!
    Chromosomal analysis, MTHFR, ANA's, Lupus, Protein C, Protein S, APCR = Normal 2011

    M/C : 2005 (7wk), 2010 (6wk), 2011 (7wk)

    8 IUI's 2010-2011 all BFN

    IVF/ICSI antagonist 01/2012 #1 = BFN

    IVF/ICSI antagonist long 06/2012 #2 = BFN

    IVF/ICSI/CGH MDLF New Clinic/New RE 11/2012 #3 = One beautiful boy blasty frozen PGS normal

    IVF/ICSI/CGH MDLF 02/2013 #4 = One more beautiful boy blasty frozen PGS normal

    FET 6/20 : One 5AA PGS normal transferred Beta 1 6/28 = 53.9 / Beta 2 7/1 = 220 / Beta 3 7/3 = 550!

    1 U/S  6w3d - Heartbeat 119 /  2 U/S - 7w5d- Heartbeat 169 / 3 U/S (OB) 8w5d - Heartbeat still great!

    Baby G welcomed into the world 3/7/2014

    SAIF / PAIF always welcome ****

     

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  • Good news is it is still going up! I have never had the pleasure or torture of beta's but I can appreciate what you are feeling. Good Luck with Tuesday and hope that its doubled again :D!

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    Me: 41 DH: 46. We are TTC our 1st, started July '11,
    3 cycles clomid with Ob,
    1 cycle Tamoxifen with Ob,
    Diagnosed PCOS 11/5/12
    clomid, trigger & timed bd 12/12 BFN
    1st clomid IUI 1/4/13 BFN.
    2nd clomid IUI 2/13 cancelled didn't respond to clomid.
    3/15/13 scheduled laparoscopy & on bcp.

    May 10 IUI from injectibles - BFN 

    May 22 done with interventions it will either happen or it won't. 

    February 2014 No longer actively trying, but not preventing. 

    SURPISE BFP 4/2/2015!!!!!!!!!!

    Miscarriage 4/23/15

     

  • Sending warm wishes to you DawnHope.
    Me-41, Hubby-40.
    1st BFP-8/17/12!  Missed Miscarriage discovered @ 8 week US.  D&C.
    2nd BFP-2/13/13!  Blighted Ovum discovered @ 8 week US. Natural miscarriage.
    3rd BFP-5/22/13!  By early June, progesterone plummeting.  Another loss.
    August 2013 - started Donor Egg process, but surprise BFP with my own eggs.
    Dear Son born 5/28/14
  • I am praying for a high number for you tomorrow!!! Good luck & please keep us posted....
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  • good luck tomorrow!
    Trying to Conceive Ticker
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