It was a girl...

girlieface3

So my gentic/chromosomal test came back from my d&c and there was nothing wrong with baby. I am so devistated all over again. I had it in my head that the baby wasn't healthy and therefore didnt survive. When the RE said that everything was fine, I was almost knocked out of my chair.

 I have to wait until my levels come all the way down and they are going to run tests to check for clotting disorders.

 I was healing, and not the wound has been ripped open again.

It was a girl. We are going to name her. Can't help wonder what she would have looked liked.

ammare

I am so sorry.

Buckeyegirlangie

I am so so sorry

jeannaqueena

A sweet little girl, oh honey I am so sorry.  She will always be in your heart.  My heart hurts for you.  (HUGS)

nawlinsgrl

I'm so sad to hear this, words can not express.  I can't begin to imagine what you're going through right now.  Sending hugs and support your way.

girlieface3

Thank you so much, girls. It's been a very tough day. I'm still trying to wrap my brain around everything...and to find a positive way to look at this.

ceebeetee

I am so sorry. I wish there was something better to say, but I have nothing.  My heart goes out to you.  

Jen071407

I am so sorry.

egsquared

I'm so sorry. What tough news to hear. ((Hugs))

kimberm0511

I am so sad to hear this.  It makes me sick to my stomach.  I kind of regret not getting the genetic testing from my d&c, however, I'm also kind of glad I didn't.  I can't imagine hearing that nothing was wrong since I have been telling myself that there must have been something wrong.  Of course, I'm terrified that there is something wrong with ALL of the embryos.  Did they suggest you do the testing?  My RE pretty much said not to do it for the first loss, but to do it if it happened again.  I'm so sorry you are going through this.  I feel so awful for you and you will remain in my prayers. 

74dragonfly

I'm so sorry.

SigmundsGirl

My heart breaks for you. Keeping you in my prayers.

laurid75

I am so sorry...that is heartbreaking...thoughts and prayers with you....

girlieface3

kimberm0511:

I am so sad to hear this.nbsp; It makes me sick to my stomach.nbsp; I kind of regret not getting the genetic testing from my damp;c, however, I'm also kind of glad I didn't.nbsp; I can't imagine hearing that nothing was wrong since I have been telling myself that there must have been something wrong.nbsp; Of course, I'm terrified that there is something wrong with ALL of the embryos.nbsp; Did they suggest you do the testing?nbsp; My RE pretty much said not to do it for the first loss, but to do it if it happened again.nbsp; I'm so sorry you are going through this.nbsp; I feel so awful for you and you will remain in my prayers.nbsp;

Hi Kimbermy RE did suggest to do the genetic testing. I have mixed feeling about knowing the sex. It definitely made it harder, but I am glad we gave her a name and can think of her. The silver lining my embryo was healthy. I almost hope there's a blood clotting issue bc that can be treated, but unexplained. Gonna be a nervous wreck going into FET. I know we are close to the light at the end of the tunnel and I just have to keep reminding myself of that. How was your level? Mine was 248, guessing that is good.

kimberm0511

girlieface3:

kimberm0511:

I am so sad to hear this.nbsp; It makes me sick to my stomach.nbsp; I kind of regret not getting the genetic testing from my damp;c, however, I'm also kind of glad I didn't.nbsp; I can't imagine hearing that nothing was wrong since I have been telling myself that there must have been something wrong.nbsp; Of course, I'm terrified that there is something wrong with ALL of the embryos.nbsp; Did they suggest you do the testing?nbsp; My RE pretty much said not to do it for the first loss, but to do it if it happened again.nbsp; I'm so sorry you are going through this.nbsp; I feel so awful for you and you will remain in my prayers.nbsp;

Hi Kimbermy RE did suggest to do the genetic testing. I have mixed feeling about knowing the sex. It definitely made it harder, but I am glad we gave her a name and can think of her. The silver lining my embryo was healthy. I almost hope there's a blood clotting issue bc that can be treated, but unexplained. Gonna be a nervous wreck going into FET. I know we are close to the light at the end of the tunnel and I just have to keep reminding myself of that. How was your level? Mine was 248, guessing that is good.

I agree that the silver lining is that your embryo was healthy. Hopefully that means that they all are! I haven't had my levels checked again. I go tomorrow and will post an update then. I know you don't post often, but keep me updated on everything! I hate that we share this connection, but I am very anxious to know how everything is going with you.

SnowflakeBride06

I am so sorry