Didnt know my BMB could still make me cry...

Petunia844

When I was pregnant I avoided my BMB, but since he was born I like to post and lurk there because all of the LOs are around the same age.  Someone started a thread to the oct 13 moms nd everyone posted about their BFPs and how amazing it was to go from that to where we are and all that stuff....cue biggest meltdown I've had in months.  I just couldn't stop thinking about my first BFP, about how much I missed Peyton.  I had a huge ugly cry...sometimes I feel like a "normal" mom...sometimes, so far from it.

jertie

I'm still amazed by the amount of "left field" things that will break me down. It is strange to be PgAL - we've got our dream, but the scars and wounds are still there. Most people don't get it - and I'm pretty sure that they think that this baby we have somehow "heals" us. (((HUGE HUGS))) - I know it's not easy sometimes.

mork

You know, I haven't been over there since my mom passed. I just couldn't handle anything more crap setting me off. Anyway, I was thinking about checking it out again, but your post reminds me to stay where I'm safe and understood. We're here for each other. ::hugs::

Mom2anAngel2

Big HUGS.... I too have many things that set me off. Last week we were talking to our priest about Liam's christening and I starting crying. All I could think about is not being able to plan DS1's christening. I know what you mean about feeling so "normal" at times and then having all the emotions just hit you out of the blue.

orangegoggles

((Hugs)) 

4legsRbest

I am so sorry it hit you so hard and I know you must miss him something terrible. I can't imagine that it ever feels very "normal". Huge, gigantic (((hugs))).

KJsbabe

((Hugs)) 

tbone_bride

Big hugs from me