Can I come over here ladies?

rlajambe · January 2013

I think I've reached the point where I need to be here. The newer girls are getting harder and harder to relate to.

A quick intro for the oldies that may not be familiar with my story: I'm rlajambe (or rla for short). I have been on TTCAL for 8+ months minus a 2-day stint on PgAL.

My first loss was in May 2012 at 21 weeks. During my A/S ultrasound, I was diagnosed with incompotent cervix. I was 2.5 cm dilated with bulging membranes. Due to the high risk of infection and extreemly low odds of survival, we choose to terminate by medical induction. It was the absolute hardest decision of my life. Isabelle was stillborn at 15 oz.

After my loss, I dealt with retained tissue issues which prolonged by TTA to 4 months rather than 3 months as originally expected.

After 2 months of trying, I got a 2nd BFP in November. I said my goodbye on the board and headed to PgAL only to start bleeding 2 days later. My high risk OB confirmed by blood test that I was in fact, pg, but was losing the pg. We were devastated.

Another 1 month TTA, and this is our second cycle post 2nd loss.

So technically, this would only be cycle 4 (total) TTCAL, but with 5 months TTA.

So ladies, what's the verdict?