God wants my Rainbow Baby too

jlcrhw

I am sorry if this hurts anyone. I just don't feel comfortable posting on PgAL and you ladies have been so supportive and comforting.  

I can't believe this is happening all over again. We went for our Anatomy Scan yesterday and were given devasting news. Our baby does not have a left kidney or a bladder and the aminotic fluid is extremely low. The perinatologist said the baby has no chance to survive without a bladder. I go back on the 28th for another scan to confirm and go over our options. The doctors have given us almost no hope that this baby will make it.

 I wanted a sibling for our Isabella but not one that was going to join her in heaven. I don't know how I am going to get through this. I am so angry that god would bless us just to take it all back.It feels like some kind of sick joke. I just can't understand why this is happening to us. There are no words to explain how heartbroken I am.

lolee465

Oh no!! I'm so so sorry you're going through this. I don't know what to say other than I'll be praying for a miracle for you. Hugs!

mrsneau

oh my, I am so so sorry for you and YH. ((HUGS)) from me to you

Williamandshawnna

I am so sorry. HUGS

lrichmond86

I am so, so sorry. Sending my tp your way tonight!

Carolee

This breaks my heart.  I'm so sorry.

jebretz

That is terrible news :-( So sorry that you are having to go through another loss. Thoughts and prayers for you. ((Hugs!))

jess123456

I'm so sorry. Sending countless amounts of hugs to you. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

yosemitemom

My heart breaks for you. I am so, so sorry.

starburst0928

((Hugs))

That is absolutely horrible. I don't even know what to say.  I hope you are able to find an awesome support system!  Thinking of you!

Bayberry12

I am so sorry. I don't know why these things happen, especially to people who have already endured so much suffering. I wish you weren't going through this.

There have been other moms on here who have similar situations. But we are all here for you.

jess123456

I know I already posted but our daughter was given a similar diagnosis back in September. Feel free to private message me anytime. You and your sweet baby are in my thoughts and prayers.

jbranden12

I am so very sorry, and I understand. We are finding the world to be very cruel right now.

meli1025

I am so terribly sorry, this is so heartbreaking.  Huge ((hugs)).  My thoughts and prayers are with you.   

Kris721

I am so sorry. Thoughts and prayers with you.

starburst0928

jbranden12:

I am so very sorry, and I understand. We are finding the world to be very cruel right now.

This makes me so sad/mad. You two ladies should not be going through what you are being forced to do. I'm so angry! I wish I could take away even just a sliver of your pain. 

jlcrhw

Thank you all for the thoughts, prayers and hugs. I feel better knowing that you are here for me and that you understand.  

 jbranden12 - I am so sorry for what you are going through. You and your sweet Anna will be in prayers.

lmielocl1

I mostly lurk but wanted to say how sorry I am! My heart is breaking for you. I wish there were words to help you. I will be thinking of you your DH.

OSUWifey09

I hate that this is your reality again. I am so, so sorry and wish I had more comforting words or could help take the pain away in some way. *hugs*

jadwedd

I am so sorry that you are going through this.  You are in my thoughts and prayers.

Jennifer271012

Ugh. I'm so so sorry you're going through this ((HUGS))

I'll keep you in my thoughts and prayers.

tuscanbride2007

I am so sorry that you are going through this. Thoughts and prayers to you!

((HUGS)) 

jrebele

I am so sorry - sending lots of T&Ps to you

karebear57

I really am so sorry you're going through this again. We're all here for you (((hugs)))

jlcrhw

Thnak you for all the loving and kind words.

WifeofaComposer

I am praying for you, your husband, and your babies. I'm so incredibly sorry that you are having to make such difficult decisions and that you are going through heartache again. (((HUGS)))

dandywarhol

I'm so sorry you're going through this. Sadly, a similar thing happened to me. We lost our rainbow at 16w to fetal demise, no known cause. It was devastating but you will survive. You survived losing Isabella, you can make it through this. {{hugs}} 

majorette17

I am so sorry you are goods through this. I will keep you in my thoughts.

fluttergirlmoonchild79

My heart breaks for you.  So sorry.  {{HUGS}}

Heatherhah

I am so sorry that you are going through this. Praying it all works out and the doctors were wrong!!!

Noethola

I am so very sorry. T & Ps headed your way. ((hugs))

Xath

I'll be praying for a miracle for you.  I'm so sorry you have to go through this.

silverlining8d

I'm so sorry. I had a miscarriage in 2011 and I just delivered what should have been my rainbow baby stillborn at almost 39 weeks yesterday. There are no words. You will be in my prayers.