I'm a worrier. Always have been, always will be. I can't stop stressing about how quickly everything will change.
I'm pregnant with our first and am due July 3rd. Well, we have to be out of our apartment on July 10th. We are at Drum and are taking the 13 hour drive back home to Kentucky. My husband ETS' (terminal leave starting in July) in September. Our landlords have already found tenants wanting to move in very shortly after the 10th...which is when our contract is up. I'm just so stressed. The last thing I want to do is be induced.
We have two vehicles and are doing a dity back home. We were planning on flying my MIL up here around July 1st...now I'm thinking we shouldn't. She can't drive, will never drive, doesn't have a license or anything. I just can't seem to figure out how me driving will work out. Especially since I've got my mind set on the fact that I am only going to BF at first.
Everyone keeps telling me to just move back home with my parent's. But if I do that, I'm scared I'll give birth without my husband. I keep thinking that maybe I'll get lucky and be overdue. I know you're not supposed to travel past 36 weeks, but if the 10th gets here and LO still hasn't shown up, we will just make the 13hr drive over night. Then, since where we are going is 30 mins from Knox, I can just give birth there.
Sorry for the nonsense, I keep going over it trying to figure this whole situation out. I feel everyone is trying to make my decisions for me regarding this baby. MIL thinks I shouldn't BF, at my last appt my OB said we will talk about induction in my upcoming appts. I just do not want any of that. I suppose the best bet would be flying someone up here who can drive my car back. It makes the most sense. I'm done rambling. Thanks for putting up with me