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1 month

thecuddleeffectthecuddleeffect member
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Today marks one month since our little J and Z grew wings. Coincidentally it also would have been viability day Sad

I'm trying to go about my days as normal as possible. Tomorrow is my first therapy appointment. I am still in a bit of shock honestly. I still can't believe this happened to us. 

Lilypie - (5WpR)
Me(26)PCOS, Hypothyroidism & Incompetent Cervix  DH(28)Azoospermia
4/11 Off BCPs -- Cycle 1-3 (6months) - No ovulation, Provera
Cycle 4-6 - Provera, Clomid 50mg, CD23BW - All BFN (HSG-all clear)
Dec 2011 DH S/A shows zero count - dx Azoo
TESE 4/13/12 - Sperm found!! 5 viles frozen
IVF ICSI #1- (Lupron protocol) 5R 2F 2dt- 2DP & 4CF - BFFN
IVF ICSI #2-  (Antagonist protocol) Started stims 7/26
ER 8/8 11R 9F 3dt - 9BF & 7BF (+HPT 8dp3dt)TWINS! EDD 5/1/13
<312/9 Joshua David and Zoe Faith born too early at 19w4d due to incompetent cervix <3
Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers
  LAP Transabdominal Cerclage - 4/15/13 only possibility of carrying my children to term 
IVF#3 - June 2013 -  canceled.
IVF ICSI #3.2- (Antagonist Protocol) 7/26 start stims (same day, a year later from J & Z's stim start date!)
 ER 8/7 19R 9F 3dt of 2- 8BF embryos. (+HPT 7dp3dt) Beta #1 - 82.8 Beta #2 - 821 Beta #3 - 7254
9/11/13 - U/S shows 1 baby HR 135bpm! EDD: 4/30/13
It's a BOY!!
2/9/14 - DX Gestational Diabetes
C-section scheduled for 4/7/14 (36w5d)
Colin Joseph - 1:07pm 6lbs 14oz - 8 days in the NICU
Everyone Welcome!
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Re: 1 month

  • starburst0928starburst0928

    Month milestones hit me hard. I try to convince myself it's just another day but it never works. :)

    Let yourself feel emotional, no need to be strong. Good luck at your therapy session! I'm sure you will find it very helpful! 

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  • fluttergirlmoonchild79fluttergirlmoonchild79 member
    Big hugs sweetie.  The first month milestone is particularly hard.  In time it does seem to go a bit better but it still stings.  There have been a few months were I didn't even realize it was a date or between dates (28th and 3rd) and then DH and I get into it or I get really weepy or something and then I realize  - well that's why!  Be gentle on yourself and feel whatever you feel.  Every feeling you have is ok whatever they may be.

     

    In memory of Corbin Scott 10/28/11-12/3/11. Heaven got another angel the night you left this world behind Heaven got a little better the day it took you away from me Missing you tonight, see you again sometime For now I'll close my eyes and dream of heaven tonight I'll love you forever I'll like you for always Now and Forever My baby you'll be

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  • Jennifer271012Jennifer271012

    I can't believe it's been a month already. I'm so sorry cuddle ((HUGS)) 

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  • NoetholaNoethola member
    So sorry. Hope you were surrounded by love. ((Hugs))
    Lilypie - (qptF)


    Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers 
    "Elsie Irene was born sleeping at 35w 6d on December 8, 2012. Mommy and Daddy miss you sweet girl."


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