angry.sad.lost.confused.

mmarquez209

All I want is my baby girl back. I cant eat, sleep, or concentrate. I keep reliving everything that happened. ive withdrawn from all my family and friends. Im so angry all the time. I ddnt miscarry, my baby was alive nd kicking when they performed the de. I honestly feel like I shuld have chosen to keep her in me even if it meant I wuld have died. I waited years for her. I dnt kno Wat to do or how to cope. I want her back. My baby catalina...

jess123456

Sending lots of hugs to you. Please know that you aren't alone in feeling this way. I will private message you.

mrsneau

hugs from me to you momma. everyday I cry for my Grace, my heart aches for her, my arms want to hold her, my breasts are leaking milk for her. We have a huge hole that can never be filled. do you have someone you can talk to? I have found that talking about Grace makes me feel better.....

meli1025

I am so, so sorry.  You are not alone, we are all here for you.  I also find that talking about my Ava helps so much.  I've read a couple of good books too that made me feel less crazy.  Big hugs to you, sending you thoughts and prayers.

Pumpkins+Junebug

My baby was also alive when I delivered her. I heard her little heartbeat on the doppler moments before they made me start pushing. She was perfect and healthy. I have no advice, my loss is fresh, too, just commiseration. It's terrible...