loss at 22 weeks

mmarquez209 · January 2013

I have 2 boys 9 and 5. I was very happy to find out I was pregnant with a Lil girl.at 13 Weeks I started bleeding heavy. Dr.s never knew what caused it. I basically hemorrhaged every week until 16 Weeks, my bleeding slowed until I hemorrhaged 3 times at 18 Weeks. I lost so much blood I needed 5 transfusions. my Lil girl was always healthy and strong she was growing right on target. At 21 Weeks 5 days I hmorrhaged again but this time my placenta abrupted as well.I lost so much blood I almost died. I also started to get an infection but the dr. s did not know where at. The dr said I needed to deliver her or lose my uterus and risk dying. My Lil girl was not dead her heart beat at 150 and she was still kicking. I wanted her sooo bad but her water broke I was to deliver vaginally but wen the Dr did another u/s they discovered the placenta over my cervix. A vaginal delivery was not an option, they took her by de. I hated them for making that procedure my only option, I did not want them to take my bby out in pieces. They were able to take her out whole and I got to hold her for a few moments. This was on 12/14/12. I miss her so much, if I ddnt have other children I wuld have kept her in me regardless of the risks to my life. I dnt kno how to deal right now, im so angry and sad. I just cant believe my Lil girl is gone...

eroplane · January 2013

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I am so sorry for the loss of your daughter. The women here are a great source for advice and listening. Again I am so sorry. Big hugs.

jbranden12 · January 2013

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I am so sorry for the loss of your little girl and for what you had to go through. I am glad you got to hold her and say goodbye. I hope you can find some comfort and support here among women who understand the journey you are now on.

Carolee · January 2013

I'm so sorry for the loss of your precious little girl. I hate that you have to be here, but welcome. I hope you'll find support here.

meli1025 · January 2013

I am so terribly sorry for the loss of your baby girl. I wish you did not have to be here with us, but we are all here for you. Huge ((hugs)).

jlcrhw · January 2013

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I am so deeply sorry for the loss of your Lil girl. I am sorry to be welcoming you to the board but the ladies here are wonderful. I hope you find the comfort and support here that I have. The days ahead are going to be hard but they do start getting better in time. Remember to be gentle and easy with yourself.

(((Big Hugs)))

Williamandshawnna · January 2013

I am so sorry for the loss of your Lil girl. I wish you peace and comfort during this time. Please be gentle with yourself and know that you found an amazing group of women to support you.