I am sure I'm not alone in this. But I'm finding that I have so much fear and doubt in this pregnancy. My first loss was a blighted ovum. At the first ultrasound, there was nothing but an empty sac. I just admitted to myself that I don't truly believe I will see anything different at our first ultrasound this time. 17 days until that ultrasound. I just think it'll be the same thing again and I don't know how to handle that. DH is completely unsupportive. I feel like I'm going through this all alone. And I'm certainly dealing with these fears all alone.
Thanks for the vent...I just don't know how to be happy and sure of this one.
BFP #1 8/25/12 EDD 4/28/13 Blighted Ovum, D&C 9/20/12 at 8w6d. I'll always remember the first one. My baby Grace.
BFP #2 12/26/12 EDD 9/4/13. DS born 9/7/13. My sweet rainbow.