After 5 wonderful months i have to return to work next week. I am back to crying every time i think about it. I feel like im giving my baby away.
Anyone else returning after the new year?
This sucks more than anything ive ever experienced. I just want her to be home with her mommy. We have a little routine down and now im gonna have to pack her up bright and early and hand her off to someone else. Why does the cost of living have to be so datn expensive. I wish i lived in a simpler time.
Re: Back to work next week
We could live on my husband's income but my job has far better health insurance and will cover 80 pct of IVF costs, so that is reason enough to work.
As much as I am eager to be working again and as comfortable as I am with the sitter we hired, I am sure I will be an anxious wreck when I actually have to leave the house and have someone else care for my baby on the first day back.
GL to you and I hope it becomes easier each day.
FET #1 Dec 2013 BFN
FET # 2 Feb 2014 BFN
No more frosties
IVF #2. September 2014
PGD yielded 2 perfect 5d blasts
SET November 9, 2014
Nov 23, 2014. Another BFN
Not sure where to go from here.