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I feel like crap!

calibride2005calibride2005 member
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This Christmas sucks! Normally I love Christmas.....just not this year :
Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers Daisypath Anniversary tickers image Me - 41 DH - 28 **** Proud mom to Christopher, dob 7/15/92 **** Nathaniel dob 1/18/05 -1/18/05 (8 mos) in heaven **** bfp 8/26/10 m/c 10/14/10 at 7 wks. **** D&C 10/15/10 **** Cycles 1-4 BFN's **** Cycle #5 - 100 mg Clomid **** IUI #1 - 04/23/11 and 4/24/11 - 5/8/11 IUI #1 = BFFN BFP 10/14/11 - EDD 6/22/12** Stick little one Stick! Athena Jane 5/31/12 - 8/28/12
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Re: I feel like crap!

  • Jacque SillsJacque Sills member

    Sorry this one sucks for you....hopefully, this New Year will make it up to you!  :)

    Sending hugs!

    Lilypie Trying to Conceive 15 to 80 day cycle tickers
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  • HeathernStevenHeathernSteven member
    I was totally with you yesterday. I just couldn't wait for the day to be over, i was forcing myself to be cheerful. DH was trying so hard to make it a good year for me, that I felt guilty, I ended up having a total crying jag and had to leave our company for a few hours. Which was sad because nothing was really wrong, i was just an emotional wreck, maybe its the clomid. sigh glad the day is over, and I am saddened that i feel that way, I love Christmas!! just not this year.

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    My Ovulation Chart


    Me: 41 DH: 46. We are TTC our 1st, started July '11,
    3 cycles clomid with Ob,
    1 cycle Tamoxifen with Ob,
    Diagnosed PCOS 11/5/12
    clomid, trigger & timed bd 12/12 BFN
    1st clomid IUI 1/4/13 BFN.
    2nd clomid IUI 2/13 cancelled didn't respond to clomid.
    3/15/13 scheduled laparoscopy & on bcp.

    May 10 IUI from injectibles - BFN 

    May 22 done with interventions it will either happen or it won't. 

    February 2014 No longer actively trying, but not preventing. 

    SURPISE BFP 4/2/2015!!!!!!!!!!

    Miscarriage 4/23/15

     

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  • robbensmrobbensm member
    I know - I had a bit of a melt down last night myself.  Between AF showing up at 8:30pm last night and the sadness of it being the first Christmas without my Grandfather I just couldn't hold it in.  DH was really good about it and got me calmed down and feeling better.  2013 has got to be better!!!
    Me 39 & suspected PCOS, DH 42. Went off BCP when we got married in 11/11, seriously TTC since 3/12.  Six cycles of clomid = BFNs.  Suspected endometriosis & HSG showed both tubes blocked.  Sept 2013 IVF 5D transfer of two perfect embryos = BFN.  Started acupuncture and taking time off to drop some pounds & get healthier before FET in April 2014.
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  • HeathernStevenHeathernSteven member
    Oh robbensm, I am sorry about the loss of your granfather, I hope you have good memories to cherish.

    image
    My Ovulation Chart


    Me: 41 DH: 46. We are TTC our 1st, started July '11,
    3 cycles clomid with Ob,
    1 cycle Tamoxifen with Ob,
    Diagnosed PCOS 11/5/12
    clomid, trigger & timed bd 12/12 BFN
    1st clomid IUI 1/4/13 BFN.
    2nd clomid IUI 2/13 cancelled didn't respond to clomid.
    3/15/13 scheduled laparoscopy & on bcp.

    May 10 IUI from injectibles - BFN 

    May 22 done with interventions it will either happen or it won't. 

    February 2014 No longer actively trying, but not preventing. 

    SURPISE BFP 4/2/2015!!!!!!!!!!

    Miscarriage 4/23/15

     

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