I guess I should have expected it by now but I had a complete and utter breakdown the other night. DH and I were fighting because his mother has added to everything we have been going through instead of being a source of comfort and I completely lost it. I don't like the person I was and all I could think was that Sophia would be so disappointed in me because she wouldn't want her parents fighting like that. I guess I need to seriously consider more regular one on one therapy on top of the group meetings we have been going to. Maybe part of this is the stress of the holidays but definitely time to reevaluate.