XP: I crashed finally.

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As many of you know my mother died on November 30th. I grieved briefly on that day but then went into 'survival mode' and have sort of shut off my emotions. Well, lately my anxiety has been creeping up on me and as some of you know, I've really been struggling. It all came to a head today, and I made an urgent appointment with my OB for tomorrow afternoon even though I don't have insurance. At this point I am scaring not only myself but my DH and I'm willing to pay out of pocket to talk to someone who can help me. I appreciate those of you who encouraged me to talk to someone. I needed that push.

yinyang124

Huge hugs, sweetie. I can't imagine how you're feeling, and I hope you find some peace soon. 

ellcore

I've been thinking about you! I miss my favorite Norry.

Mrschica

So glad to hear you are getting help! ::hugs::

Petunia844

Big huge hugs, I'm so glad you took that step!

expectingnugget

Hugs, thoughts and prayers. Keep us updated.

Mrs.G123

Thank you for taking care of yourself! I know how hard that can be. Thinking of you in this difficult time.

hboo2011

meganole25:

I'm glad you went to talk to someone. I've been thinking about you like crazy. Hugs. Please take care of yourself.

This, word for word. Also, If it wasn't considered weird for a complete internet stranger to send you homemade peppermint bark, I would.

orgnlmama

I haven't been on in a long while.  I am so sorry to hear about your mom.  I am glad you are doing what is right for you and your family.  I will keep you in my thoughts.

blackcat3163

Take care. Hoping you find some peace soon....

rakle99

hboo2011:

meganole25:

I'm glad you went to talk to someone. I've been thinking about you like crazy. Hugs. Please take care of yourself.

This, word for word. Also, If it wasn't considered weird for a complete internet stranger to send you homemade peppermint bark, I would.

It's totally not weird. Do it.

LSUnoelle1220

Good for you for getting help.  T and p coming your way that you can get back to being yourself ASAP. 

[Deleted User]

Thank you all so much again. It really means a lot to have support from you all.

[Deleted User]

hboo2011:

Also, If it wasn't considered weird for a complete internet stranger to send you homemade peppermint bark, I would.

also, you aren't weird!

CnAnA

I am so glad to hear this! The part about you talking to someone I mean. LOL Good luck sweetie!

AadensMommy2010

I missed that you lost your mother, I'm so, so sorry.  I can not imagine.  I'm glad that you're going to see someone.  I hope you're feeling better very soon!

Mrs_Lady

Norry glad you are going to speak with someone you are a strong and great mom

Hang in there hun