Driving myself crazy!

MtClod · December 2012

Everywhere I go, anything I do babies are all around me! Friends family, coworkers, facebook everyone is expecting little bundles and while I am happy for them, I also have baby envy I want that for myself. Sure Im sure it sounds selfish but so true!! I have pcos - so I've read all the horror stories and talked with my dr and know what struggles DH and I can face. We've only been TTC for about a month..(too soon to start complaining, I know!) But I just find it kinda depressing to want something so badly that may or may not happen for us. I am hoping this is just a phase - that I will be able to get out of this funk and just enjoy the journey wherever it my lead us, because these negative vibes are KILLIN me!

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nlscroggins · December 2012

hang in there. i have felt this way too, but i know it's probably because i'm noticing it more since i've been ttc. this is our 7th cycle and in that short time, i cant even tell you how many pregnancy announcements from friends and family members even that i have had to smile my way through. it definitely sucks, but you'll be ok. i'm also in the pcos club and i have a hard time sometimes with feeling sorry for myself (i.e. why does it seem so easy for everyone else? waaah ) lol. we will have our days though, one way or another. good luck to you!