Late Term and Child Loss

exact time

While tomorrow is our angelversary right now is the exact time that we had our last ultrasound when we found out that we had lost our little boy. I'm at work today and just want to be home in bed. i wasnt expecting today to be so hard.
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  • Huge hugs sweetie!  Today is a rough day.  Didn't think it would be so bad for me either but instead I was sitting there going "well it's was about this time when we called the dr., about this time we went to the hospital" etc.  And I swear, even if you don't think about it (or try not to) somehow you remember.  I actually woke up right at 4:17 am the morning of Corbin's angelversary - that was the official time he was pronounced.  Brains suck sometimes.  I will be thinking about you and hoping that the next few days go as peacefully as they can for you and your family

     

    In memory of Corbin Scott 10/28/11-12/3/11. Heaven got another angel the night you left this world behind Heaven got a little better the day it took you away from me Missing you tonight, see you again sometime For now I'll close my eyes and dream of heaven tonight I'll love you forever I'll like you for always Now and Forever My baby you'll be

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  • I haven't reached those milestones yet either but just wanted to send you some ((HUGS)) I'm so so sorry.
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  • I don't know what to say other than I'm so sorry you're having a hard day...I'll be thinking about you today and tomorrow. ((hugs))

    Jillian Rose- born 8/26/12 at 24 weeks. "It broke my heart to lose you but you didn't go alone, for a part of me went with you, the day God took you home"
    I love you always, my beautiful girl.

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    6/4/13-Found out we're having a BOY!!

    10/30/13-He's here!! Happy Birthday, Ryan! We love you so much! xo

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      Our Angel Patricia born sleeping 3/30/12 at 31 weeks
    Our Fighter Anna born early 1/8/13 at 26 weeks
    Hoping to bring home #3 due 9/9/15
  • I don't have any words of advice either, but sending all my love and hugs.
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  • ((hugs)) I'm so sorry
    Lilypie - (5WpR)
    Me(26)PCOS, Hypothyroidism & Incompetent Cervix  DH(28)Azoospermia
    4/11 Off BCPs -- Cycle 1-3 (6months) - No ovulation, Provera
    Cycle 4-6 - Provera, Clomid 50mg, CD23BW - All BFN (HSG-all clear)
    Dec 2011 DH S/A shows zero count - dx Azoo
    TESE 4/13/12 - Sperm found!! 5 viles frozen
    IVF ICSI #1- (Lupron protocol) 5R 2F 2dt- 2DP & 4CF - BFFN
    IVF ICSI #2-  (Antagonist protocol) Started stims 7/26
    ER 8/8 11R 9F 3dt - 9BF & 7BF (+HPT 8dp3dt)TWINS! EDD 5/1/13
    <312/9 Joshua David and Zoe Faith born too early at 19w4d due to incompetent cervix <3
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    IVF#3 - June 2013 -  canceled.
    IVF ICSI #3.2- (Antagonist Protocol) 7/26 start stims (same day, a year later from J & Z's stim start date!)
     ER 8/7 19R 9F 3dt of 2- 8BF embryos. (+HPT 7dp3dt) Beta #1 - 82.8 Beta #2 - 821 Beta #3 - 7254
    9/11/13 - U/S shows 1 baby HR 135bpm! EDD: 4/30/13
    It's a BOY!!
    2/9/14 - DX Gestational Diabetes
    C-section scheduled for 4/7/14 (36w5d)
    Colin Joseph - 1:07pm 6lbs 14oz - 8 days in the NICU
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  • Thinking of you. ((Hugs)).  
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    BFP#1 - 11/27/09 EDD 8/5/10, DS1 arrived 7/24/10 via emergency c-section.

    BFP#2 - 6/18/12 EDD 2/23/13, sweet baby girl born sleeping on 10/4/12 at 19 weeks, 3 days.

    BFP #3 - 1/18/13 EDD 10/1/13, natural mc on 2/2/13 at 5 weeks, 4 days.

    BFP #4 - 8/29/13 EDD 5/12/14, our sweet rainbow, DS2 born 4/29/14 via c-section

  • Huge hugs hon. I'm thinking of you!
  • I'm so sorry for the loss of your sweet baby Gary.  I hope you have some time later to spend by yourself.  Although I'm not at any milestones, besides the monthly anniversaries, I can't imagine what you're feeling.  I hope today will somehow get a little brighter for you, and I'll be praying for you as you approach his birthday.  ((hugs))
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