Last night I had my first BFP/Pregnancy related dream ever...I honestly don't think I've ever had one in my life. The dream was that I woke up and temped (for the most part I've stopped temping to confirm O but I still like to temp after my IUI's to see when or if it drops so I know AF is on her way). The thermometer wasn't reading any numbers, instead in the little window where your temperature would be showed "BEST TO TEST". I was confused and took me a few minutes and showing DH the thermometer until I realized what I should be doing was POAS. So of course, in dream land I tested and it was a BFP and we all lived happily ever after. Eh, what a tease.
Today is 14dpiui and I was thinking about testing this morning but was in too much of a rush for work and I've been having cramps, acne, mood swings..all my normal pre-AF symptoms so I'm not really in the mood to test. I tested back on 10dpiui and it was negative, which I know was still kind of early but I'll give it today and if AF doesn't show I'll test tomorrow morning.
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Me: 06/12 Dx w/ IR PCOS (rx 2000 metformin) DH: SA all clear; looking good
06/12-10/12- Clomid/Femara + trigger + TI + P4 = 3 BFNs, hysteroscopy, polypectomy, D&C
11/12 - 7.5 mg Femara + trigger + IUI + P4 = BFN
12/12 - Surprise BFP ectopic (MTX 01/13)
04/13 - Off the Bench! 7.5 mg Femara + trigger + IUI #2 + estradiol + P4 = BFN
05/13 Clear HSG-5 mg Femara + Menopur + trigger + IUI #3 + P4 = BFP ectopic (MTX 07/03 & 07/11)
07/23 emergency lap to remove ectopic mass and left tube
IUI#4 1/23/13 on 75iu x9 Follistim = BFP then chem preg m/c (Feb 2013)
IUI#5 BFN (April 2013)
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thats awesome:)
TTC since July 2011
BFP #1: 2/15/12-Ectopic/Mtx at 6 wks
BFP #2: 10/12/12-m/c at 5 wks.
Me: MTHFR, Low AMH (1.1), High NK cells and Antiphospholipid Antibodies.
IVF with ICSI in August 2013 brought us our babies. ER-9R, 7M, 4F w/ICSI ET of 2-Grade 2 blasts.
Dx shortened cervix, PTL, and preeclampsia during pregnancy. Lots of medications and 13 weeks of bedrest, babies were born healthy at 34w4d!
I used to have dreams every now and then about becoming a mom. I don't have them that often anymore, but the ones I do have are becoming more vivid. (And some seriously emotional.) I had one the other night where I was laying in the hospital bed, post labor, with my baby in my arms... (I have never seen my baby's face in dreams before this one.) Then, even weirder, I handed him off to my mom who just smiled at him and played with him. (My mother passed away about 2 1/2 yr ago.) Needless to say, I woke up bawling.
Sometimes, I just wish I wouldn't have them. >_<
Me: 33, DH: 35, DX: PCOS & MFI (low everything)
IUI #1-3 - Low Post-Wash Counts - All BFNs
IVF #1 w/ ICSI: Long Lupron Protocol - Freeze-All Cycle due to Severe OHSS
ER 4/27, 33 Eggs Retrieved, 13 Frosties
FET #1 6/5, Transferred One Perfect 4AA Blast, HPT BFP @ 6dp5dt
Beta #1 - 209, Beta #2 - 508, Beta #3 - 1,059
EDD 2/20/14
I love that! Better than my dream earlier this week that my mom gave birth to a baby boy. Several problems there: she's 60 and had a full hyst almost 30 years ago! I dream to escape IF!
Some days, like today...I think I would take a muppet at this point, lol
And no joke...while typing this I seriously just saw a
commercial for A Muppet Christmas Carol!
9/26/10 stopped BCP and started TTC.
9/2011 referred to RE. All blood work normal and DH's SA=normal results
11/2011 HSG=both tubes clear
One natural (monitored) cycle of Clomid, 50mg 2/2012= BFN
Getting ready for first IUI, 3/2012 received orders to Japan! (postponed IUI)
5/2012 Moved to Japan, fought Tricare for months over referral (no fertility treatment on our military base) for Japanese RE out in town!
8/2012 Started seeing new RE
9/2012, post coital test= hostile cervical fluid, (finally) moving on with first IUI!
9/29/2012 IUI #1+trigger= BFN
10/27/2012 IUI #2+100mg Clomid CD5-9+trigger= BFN
11/28/2012 IUI #3+100mg Clomid CD5-9+trigger= BFN
12/28/2012 IUI#4+100mg Clomid CD5-9+trigger=BFN
2/1/2013 IUI#5+injectables+trigger=BFN
3/2013 IUI#6+injectables+trigger=???
Yikes, what a dream! Or nightmare depending on how you look at it.
I probably have a TTC dream once every couple months. My worst dreams, though, are usually when something bad happens to my guinea pig. Sometimes I have such bad dreams that it bothers me the rest of the day.
Dang, I'm sorry. Vivid dreams like that can really mess up your whole day or even shake you to the core. I hope you stop having those.