I really wish I'd stopped reading that before I did. I get power plays and control, but the thought of fantasizing about the sh!t that gave me PTSD and that still impacts me every day, nearly 8 and a half years later... I can't grasp that.
Reading that sh!t about proceeding past "no" was enough of a trigger I had to close my office door to refocus without someone wondering why I was shaking.
I really wish I'd stopped reading that before I did. I get power plays and control, but the thought of fantasizing about the sh!t that gave me PTSD and that still impacts me every day, nearly 8 and a half years later... I can't grasp that. Reading that sh!t about proceeding past "no" was enough of a trigger I had to close my office door to refocus without someone wondering why I was shaking.
Re: go check out this thread
"I brought a bag of potting soil into my living room and deliberately dumped it onto the floor while transplanting seedlings into larger containers."
So win.
Freaky Friday Stuff?
no, I dont have a BMB. my home board is TTTC
Once I messed up coffee's signature, it was all downhill from there
oh.
Reading that sh!t about proceeding past "no" was enough of a trigger I had to close my office door to refocus without someone wondering why I was shaking.
That thread was all vanilla, vanilla, blah blah blah
OHMYEFFINGGAWDWHATJUSTHAPPENEDHERE SCREAM SCREAM HISS SCREAM real damn quick.
I'm sorry. That's terrible. ((HUGS!))
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