2WW

Mrs. Erin

This 2ww is killing me.  I go from feeling sure that I will get my BFP, to completely positive I will get a BFN.

I've been through a lot of 2ww in the years we've been trying for #2... and this is by far the hardest!!  I want to POAS soooo bad, but rationally I know its way too early to see anything.

Sorry for the whine... but I feel like I am losing my mind!

 

ttcmbbaby

I fully understand!!! I just finished my 3ww because my doc said to go to 35 days so I called yesterday zero symptoms of a pg so was totally expecting to get provera to get the ball rolling... Nope progesterone is a 9.8 so last week I o'd so now I get to have another 2ww... yay me... LOL...

nawlinsgrl

I (and I imagine my fellow cycle buddies) can totally relate.  I had my 5dt yesterday, and I feel much the same way as what you described.  In fact, I'm getting ready to google info about reasons for IVF failure related to using blasts and being older, to help prepare for a BFN, although I am still fervently hoping for a BFP.

The rest of have betas on the 12th, 14th, and I imagine the 15th (two are having 5dts today), so join us as we stress, overanalyze, and POAS!

Mrs. Erin

nawlinsgrl:

The rest of have betas on the 12th, 14th, and I imagine the 15th (two are having 5dts today), so join us as we stress, overanalyze, and POAS!

Thanks!! 

Pretty sure I am going to buy some tests during my lunch break today... and start POAS either tomorrow or this weekend.  I can't take it anymore!

ttcmbbaby

I refuse to poas now due to previous issues... twice I've gotten positives and lost the baby but my doctor said if I don't poas I will think it's a normal period and not have the emotional break down that follows a mc... So best of luck to y'all but I'll hold out... I have to wait until the 19th and I doubt I'm pregnant because I don't feel anything different and we just did ti which wasn't planned well due to not knowing since it was my first unmedicated after my most recent mc... But I really do wish you all the best!!!