Trouble TTC

Silly me

I hate those moments when you take a pregnancy test when it is probably tooo early and swear there is a line there and there isn't.  My husband thinks I am crazy!  I possibly am !!  Sorry just needed to get this out.  I am going crazy for sure : (
BabyFetus Ticker


TTC SINCE 7/2010, BFP-10/2010 ended in miscarriage 11/2010 : (.....
Progesterone level 4/2011= 11.29. SA normal. HSG normal.
8/11 Clomid 50mg=BFN progesterone level 35,
10/11 Clomid 50mg =BFN progesterone level 31,
11/11 Clomid 50mg=BFN progesterone level 12,
12/11 Clomid 50mg=Progesterone 31
01/12-Break from meds-BFN
Feb-cd3 blood work FSH(5), AMH(0.56) 02/12 Break....
03/01/12-Clomid 50mg with IUI #1=BFN.
04/01/12-Another round of clomid with IUI#2=BFN.
5/8/12-Diagnostic Laparoscopy-found minimal endometriosis and small fibriod.
June and July-much needed break
August-Bravelle 75 with IUI#3- BFN
September-Bravelle injects with IUI #4-BFP!! MC 10/7/12 : ( Sonohysterogram-Normal
December- Bravelle(3 good follicles & E2 1252) with IUI#5 BFFN :*(
July IVF #1- BFP! : )  Beta #1-245, #2- 703, #3- 1655, #4- 3553 YAY!  Praying and Praying this one sticks around!
                  1st U/S scheduled for Aug 23rd!  
Twins!!
We are having a BOY & a GIRL !!



Re: Silly me

  • I always think I see a line....I guess I just get my hopes up! sorry it is an awful feeling!
    ITS A GIRL!!! TTC 8/11 November Clomid 150mg+trigger+IUI+TI= BFP<br>
    You gain strength, courage, and confidence by every experience in which you really stop to look fear in the face. You are able to say to yourself, 'I lived through this horror. I can take the next thing that comes along.' 
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  • it's a sucky feeling. hang in there!
    trying for #1 since May 2012... we're adopting! bringing home baby boy in january 2015!


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  • Ugh. It sucks. This was the first month in a while that I didn't test at all. I ran out of Wondfo's last month and I'm going cold turkey without them. We'll see how long that lasts before I cave and run to Amazon. What is left of my sanity seemed to fare a little better this month, though. I just let my temperature tell me that AF was coming and I psyched myself up for it, and I haven't even really felt the same sadness as usual. Good luck to you.
    TTC from May 2011 to Jan 2013. Due 9/11/13
  • Here in a few days I will be guzzling liquid and poas EVERY time I go. I couldn't use hcg to trigger this time yessssssss!so no possibility of a false pos whoooo! I hear ya....I don't know how I could NOT POAS! It makes me feel like I'm doing something...even though I'm really not.
    TTC since Aug 2011, RE since May 2012. Dx: PCOS,endo, postprandial hypoglycemia DH: SA 1 - low everything, 2- low everything, 3 - good, but WBC, 4 - lost and/or damaged at lab, 5 - low everything July - Letrozole + TI = BFN Aug - letrozole #2 + TI = BFN Sep - NEW RE!! YAY!!!! Move to IVF w/ICSI - ER on Nov 28 - 34 eggs! 2 day report - 26 successfully fertilized! 13 of 26 frozen at 3 days. 5dt of 2 best remaining eggs! BFP on HPT 6dp5dt Beta #1 10dp5dt-471 Beta #2 13dp5dt - 1250
  • I feel ya - and will be joining you after the weekend.  Mentally I know it's WAY too early to test on day 8 or 9, but this cycle, it's all I can think abou!! 
    Me: 30, DH: 40 
    TTC since January 2012HSG & Bloodwork: Normal, SA: NormalDx: Unexplained Infertility 50mg Clomid + TI = BFN (three cycles)
    50mg Clomid + trigger + IUI = BFP (one cycle)
    Beta #1 (12dpo) = 49  Beta #2 (14dpo)= 149

    Expecting g/g twins Oct '13


  • I am also "crazy" we can be crazy together! HA HUGS!! Drinks
    Me; 28 Hubby: 29 - TTC since 5/11 - PCOS Cycle #18-21 Clomid & Trigger & TI = BFN 
    Cycle #22 Gonal-F & Trigger & IUI = BFFP!! EDD 10/4/13 Beta#1 50.5, Beta#2 212, Beta#3 452, First HB 133!!!Logan William born 10/7
  • last cycle I would take every test into the best light I could and squint and move it around to every angle.. not sure why I was even torturing myself. I just wanted to believe there could be a line there!

    Me: 33 DH: 32 SA#1 low count (6mil) SA#2- now in IUI range!(30mil) Dx:MFI
    11/1- IUI#1,12/1- IUI#2, 1/2- IUI#3 all BFFN
    IVF#1. Long Lupron.ER 3/8 10R,4M,5F. ET 3/3-one 1AB, 2 frosties 5dp5dt-BFP!! Beta 3/25-794 Beta 3/27- 1794
    First u/s 4/8 saw hb. 4/22 missed mc 8w3d. d&c 4/26
    FET #1- bcp start 6/9. ET 7/12. 2 perfect blasts.5dpt-BFP!! 
    Beta 7/24 -1,239!! Beta 7/26- 2569 Beta 7/29- 7120.  U/S 8/7 hb 118! U/S 8/14 hb 143! U/S 8/20 hb 170. Graduated!! Stick baby stick! 


  • Aghh I would take it into the best light and move it every which way also!  : (... I woke up to AF this morning : (  Sooooo it is over... And it showed up earlier than it has in awhile.. I used to be 28 day cycles and with medicine I went to 32-33... My last cycle was 33 soo I figured Monday I would start... Welp nope I started today on cd29.. I am glad because I just wanted to get the cycle over if I wasn't pregnant.... Sooo now I am starting back up on injections... I was really hoping to be one of those people that got pregnant right away, natural, after my miscarriage ; ( ... back to the insanity of medicated cycles  : (
    BabyFetus Ticker


    TTC SINCE 7/2010, BFP-10/2010 ended in miscarriage 11/2010 : (.....
    Progesterone level 4/2011= 11.29. SA normal. HSG normal.
    8/11 Clomid 50mg=BFN progesterone level 35,
    10/11 Clomid 50mg =BFN progesterone level 31,
    11/11 Clomid 50mg=BFN progesterone level 12,
    12/11 Clomid 50mg=Progesterone 31
    01/12-Break from meds-BFN
    Feb-cd3 blood work FSH(5), AMH(0.56) 02/12 Break....
    03/01/12-Clomid 50mg with IUI #1=BFN.
    04/01/12-Another round of clomid with IUI#2=BFN.
    5/8/12-Diagnostic Laparoscopy-found minimal endometriosis and small fibriod.
    June and July-much needed break
    August-Bravelle 75 with IUI#3- BFN
    September-Bravelle injects with IUI #4-BFP!! MC 10/7/12 : ( Sonohysterogram-Normal
    December- Bravelle(3 good follicles & E2 1252) with IUI#5 BFFN :*(
    July IVF #1- BFP! : )  Beta #1-245, #2- 703, #3- 1655, #4- 3553 YAY!  Praying and Praying this one sticks around!
                      1st U/S scheduled for Aug 23rd!  
    Twins!!
    We are having a BOY & a GIRL !!



  • I'm sorry af showed :( I wish I had some positive words of encouragement but I am currently wallowing in my own af pity party of despair Sad
    Married since June 2008

    Systemic Lupus Erythematosus
    TTC Post Chemotherapy
    Unexplained Infertility

    DH- SA Normal, Lap on 8/8/13
    BFP! 11/7/13 EDD 07/15/14 changed to 07/23/14 after first u/s

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