Today just SUCKS

ttcmbbaby

So I am a teacher (not sure if I've mentioned that before...) and we have training off campus today so I got to sleep in... YAY and very rare... So I thought today would be awesome... I also get to call the clinic and find out what the plan is since no af after my mc November 1, which I also thought would be good because I can move on... FINALLY... Well I woke up and started getting ready and I went to spray some febreze and I sprayed bleach (we have it in an old febreze bottle also) and got bleach on my favorite freaking shirt... Then I was straightening my hair and the power went out in our house completely... So I got mostly done but not completely done... yay... And because no power I got no hot cocoa and it's freaking cold outside and I quit coffee after my mc so now it's just freaking water today... blah! Then I went to check the bump on my phone (rarely do that) and noticed that it said 5 weeks today and I was 5 weeks actually pregnant the last off campus training and lost the baby the night/morning after at 2am 5 weeks 1 day so that was a not so awesome reminder... Oh and I called the clinic to find out the plan... First time no answer but I had bad cell service so I didn't want to leave a crazy message. I called back they answered and said oh there's no plan listed, so we have to call the doctor who is not here today so it will take longer than usual (which usually takes all day) so now I'm certain there is no chance of getting/finding out pregnant again in December... TODAY JUST SUCKS!!! Thanks for listening and I hope your day is better than mine!

74dragonfly

I'm sorry. I hope your training goes well.

ttcmbbaby

It's just a boring useless training... We have had about 20 trainings over 2 years with the same calculator system and this is the last training. It's cool stuff, but stuff I'll never use so I'm not really paying attention... hence why I'm on the bump... LOL...

kandmrod

Ughhh what a start to your day!  Hopefully it will get better as the day goes.  sorry it was such a rough start.

ttcmbbaby

thanks! I hope it gets better too.... hubs said the power is back on, so we shall see... 

jeannaqueena

Ugh.  Days like those do suck.  I am sorry and I hope tomorrow is WAY better!  

ttcmbbaby

Sooo... the nurse called back and said to go get some lab work so I asked the person in charge if I could leave this morning to get my blood work and that I would be right back... The training to the clinic is like 5-10 minutes away so I figured 30 minutes max. Well I the person said yes I got excited thinking my day was turning around... Got to the clinic full of sick people (grrr I don't need to be sick too) then signed in waited 5-8 minutes then they said oh your not in the system. Had to spell out my doctor's name waited 20 minutes then they said yeah just a few more minutes finally got the orders. Needless to say when I got back to training it was a full hour... However, this also means I should know my progesterone and hcg levels soon (this afternoon) to know what's going on and have a plan... But the positive is that I was able to have an hour lunch with my hubs (we never get to have lunch together because at school I only get 30 minutes - not enough time to leave to go anywhere!)... So hoping the day is FINALLY turning around...