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Nerves about monitoring
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I know it's not a big deal, and thanks to you all I know it doesn't even hurt, but since last night I can't stop looking at the clock waiting for 9:15 (mst) to roll around!!
This will be my first monitored cycle on clomid and I just feel like its huge! It's going to tell me if its working or not. And if it isn't, I just feel like I'm going to be pretty upset. The worst part is I can't predict what's going to happen at all...
Sorry to keep talking about this appointment - I'm really not so good with managing my stress/anxiety about this whole IF thing...on a lighter note, my clomid induced dream last night was about my husband becoming a male escort in order to afford IVF! Lol I woke up laughing!!!
Me: 30, DH: 40
TTC since January 2012HSG & Bloodwork: Normal, SA: NormalDx: Unexplained Infertility 50mg Clomid + TI = BFN (three cycles)50mg Clomid + trigger + IUI = BFP (one cycle)
Beta #1 (12dpo) = 49 Beta #2 (14dpo)= 149
Expecting g/g twins Oct '13
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Re: Nerves about monitoring
Me: 32, DH: 34 / TTC since February 2011 / SA: all normal, HSG: all clear! / on Lovenox for anticardiolipid antibodies
4 IUIs with Clomid, Letrozole, and Menopur. All BFN.
9/12: lap / hysteroscopy: found and removed mild endometriosis, cervical polyp, and 2 para-tubular cysts
5/13 IVF #1: Follistim, Menopur, Ganirelix, 10R/4M/4F, ET of 2, 5 cell and 4 cell, no frosties = BFN
12/13 IVF #2 = November / December 2013. Microdose Lupron Protocol: 15R/6M/6F, Froze all 6 due to high E2 and P4
FET 1: Jan 22, 2014 of one 4AB blast and one 3BB blast (3 blasts on ice!)
BFP on HPT 4dp5dt, Beta #1 9dp5dt: 310, Beta #2 11dp5dt: 899
First u/s on 2/17/14: TWINS!!!!! both w/HBs of 114 at 6w3d, HBs 150 and 152 at 7w5d
5/27/2014: Team purple!!!! EDD 10/10/2014 /
Baby Boy 4lbs 1oz, 17 inches
Baby Girl 3lbs 5oz, 16 inches
June- Femara 7.5mg + Trigger + IUI = BFN August- Lap & Hysteroscopy = Blocked & Partially Blocked Tubes
September- Femara 5mg = CX - No Response on Left = BFN October- 100mg Clomid + Trigger + TI = BFN
IVF # 1: Stims 11/30 ER 12/12/12! (10R, 10M, 8F, 2T, 6 F) :: Beta #1- 176 c/p @ 4w4d
FET #1 February 26th :: Lost 4 to Thaw, Transferred 2 = BFFN
IVF # 2 Stims 5/10 ER 5/21 (15R, 13M, 13F, 2T, 7F- 6d3 & 1d5) :: Beta # 1- 15 c/p @ 4w
FET #2.2 Scheduled for September 20th
2 Thawed, 2 Transferred! Beta #1- 96, Beta #2 906! :: EDD June 10th
2015- 2 failed FET. We are done
SURPRISE! BFP 8/8/16 EDD 4/1/17
TTC since April 2010
Diagnosed w/PCOS as a teen
Aug 2011 dx MFI
Oct 2011 referral to RE 1500mg Met
5 Rounds of Clomid
On waiting list for injects/IUI
P/SAIF Welcome
Thanks ladies!! I (of course) thought I was the only one who would get worked up about this type of appointment...it's nice to know it's normal! Perhaps one of these days it will click that if I feel a certain way about the IF process - chances are others have too!! If nothing else, this board has shown me that I'm not alone in this! I really appreciate you all!!
Good luck today. I am waiting for AF to arrive so I can begin my first clomid cycle and I know I will feel the same way before my first monitoring appt.
At least that dream started your day with a smile.