So I did something really stupid on Sunday. I stood on a foot stool to decorate the Christmas tree...and I fell. I fell hard. I landed on my side on the foot stool and bent my spine in half. I immediately called my doc who told me to look for bleeding or cramping. Well until today, I had none. Now I am waiting impatiently for the nurse midwife to come check me out because I've been cramping all day. If I lose this baby because I fell I don't think I could handle it. I just pray everything is ok. Whats worse is that I'm all alone because my husband is out of town.

Scared and alone is not a fun combo.
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Hang in there -- thoughts and prayers headed your way. Please come back and tell us how things turn out. And PLEASE don't be so hard on yourself: accidents happen, to everybody, and it isn't like you were out doing sake bombs and running in traffic.